Allen pov
When I'm alone I can feel the darkness creeping in on me, would you protect me from it uncle? When I think about it, did Mana take me in because he knew you were inside me, or did he truly love me? As I repeat this question in my mind all I get is nothing. I get no answer am I truly alone in this world. Please uncle save me from this tariffing darkness.
Neah pov
Dear nephew, you can't hear me answer your questions can you? Mana didn't know that I would be reborn inside you. He truly loved you. He didn't hate you for him to an akuma. He should've known that losing him would make you grieve and try to bring him back, I would how done that same as you. Do not blame yourself he loves you and so do I. until you hear me, this darkness you feel will continue to take you. Please hear my voice soon, Allen.
Lavi pov
Allen, I can tell you're in pain. Please, please don't go down the path of darkness. I am here to help you, you know. Your my best friend, you saved me so many times, I want to return the favor. I know about your past, Tim showed me, and only me, well other than Komui, but that's not the point! I want you to come to me! Please! As I think this I notice that I started to cry. Someone needs to get through to you! "Allen."
Kanda pov
As I walk past the baka usagi's room I can hear his muffled cries. He's not the only one that can see the pain Allen is in. there's one think that worries me. He, he's so close to the edge of despair. I'm afraid he might go as far as to take his own life. I should check on him.
Allen pov
As I stare in the mirror in my bathroom, I see the 14th starting at me but not with his usual smile, but with a frown. "Like you care what I do!" I yelled at him. I look thought the cabin of the mirror, and find a razor. I started to cut into my wrist spelling, 'save me' then I do one, then two, then end with five long cuts on my non- anti akuma weapon. I'm sorry everyone, I can't take this pain anymore. Then I grow cold, then nothing, but the hand of Mana and my uncle: Neah. "We are here for you." They say with sad smiles. Then I close my eyes with one last true smile. Thank you everyone. I love you all.
Kanda pov
When I got to his room I knocked once, and then twice, still no answer. I walked into Allen's room. He's not I here, than I notice the bathroom light on. I walked to the bathroom yelling "Moyashi!" then I looked down at the lifeless body. As I started at him, I felt something wet on my cheek. I was crying. "You BAKA!"
Later that day….
Komui pov
As we bury your coffin, I watch everyone cry, even cross. Why didn't we see, how much pain you were in? Even the Noah came to say goodbye, we all loved you very much. I guess we could've showed it more to you. Please rest in peace, Allen Walker.
Poem time…
Rest in peace
We will miss
Your smiles
Your laughs
We wish you were here
We wish we could've protected you
From yourself
All we can do now
Is pry for you
Please
Rest in peace
We love you
Allen walker…