A/N: I'm sorry I haven't updated Too Close. Honestly, I've been losing inspiration with that story, but hope to continue it. This is kind of a Glee/Glee Project crossover with a Marley/Ryder/Aylin triangle and some Jarley thrown in there. It's different. It'll probably be a short 3-4 chapter fic that is FAST PACED. Hope y'all like it. Read & Review.
RATED M for a reason: A lot of curse words and sexual content.
Ryder Lynn was a lot of things, but stupid wasn't one of them. He knew that Marley chose Jake and he decided to back off.
He shook his head trying to get thoughts of her out of his head and went back to the math problem he was working on.
"Ryder?" His tutor noticed he has stopped solving the problem. "Do you need help?"
Ryder shook his head. "Sorry. I got distracted." Distracted. Sure. It was also 7 a.m. in the morning. Due to football practice and glee after school, his got tutored before school hours. Staying up late and getting up early was messing with his brain. He keeps telling himself he's not stupid. Not when it comes to Marley and not when it comes to school. It's just the dyslexia.
"Ryder, we've had enough for today," His tutor began packing things up.
"But we still have another hour before class starts," Ryder said glancing at the clock. "I can get this down."
"I don't doubt it, but you're mentally exhausted. We can get it down tomorrow," Mrs. Cannon smiled. Ryder really appreciated everything that the school was doing for him.
He nodded in agreement. He grabbed his backpack and went out into the nearly empty hallways. Other than the soccer team arriving for morning practice, it was dead.
Ryder decides to head outside and get some reading for class done. He's always loved the outside. The smell, the crisp air — it clears his mind and relaxes him.
Five pages in, he hears a car pull up. A girl sits in the drivers seat. He notices that her head is covered and she's looking down. He squints and suddenly recognizes her.
Her name's Aylin. She was a popular junior, but he'd never seen her dressed like that before. Suddenly she yanks off the burqa on her head and throws it in the back seat. Ryder watches as she fixes her hair and pulls the sweatshirt off herself. His mouth goes dry as her shirt rises up with her sweatshirt. She quickly pulls it down and looks around. Her eyes land on him and narrow. She grabs her bag, steps out of the car and storms toward him.
"Way to be a pervert," She teases him.
Ryder's eyes land on her cleavage unintentionally or so he tells himself. Finally he shrugs. "Sorry."
"Whatever. Don't tell anyone about what you just saw," Aylin sits down across the table from him. "And I don't mean seeing me in a bra."
Ryder shrugs again. He's confused to why she's sitting across from him. "I won't."
Aylin's eyes narrowed. "You don't want to know why?"
"It's none of my business," Ryder replied. He noticed her beauty. Her reddish brown hair glowed in the sunlight. She wasn't skinny like the cheerios, but wasn't fat either. Her ass and rack gave her the hourglass shape and he was hooked.
"My parents are strict Muslims," Aylin said while checking out Ryder. "They don't know I dress like this. They don't know I take off my burqa everyday. And vice versa for here at school. People know of my religion but assume I'm not strict. Could you imagine if I wore my burqa into school? I'd get slushied and called a terrorist, especially in Ohio."
Ryder held onto every word. "So what's the real you? The girl at school or the girl at home?"
Aylin's eyes widened. She opens up her bag and takes out some make up and a mirror. She doesn't answer so he pretends to go back to reading but keeps looking at her out of the corner of his eye. His eyes grow even more confused as she grabs a pair of wedges out of her bag and switches them with her tennis shoes. She gets up and does a twirl, now wearing skinny jeans, a lowcut top and wedges. "How do I look?"
Ryder wants to say fucking sexy, but that would be inappropriate. "Great," he responds.
"Ryder Lynn, right? I saw you in the game against Lima West. You're good." She reaches out to shake his hand. "I'm Aylin Bayramoglu and this is the real me."
Ryder shook her hand and smiles. "Nice to meet you."
"Same here. So what's got you so down?" Aylin asked noticing his mood.
"Why do you assume I'm feeling down?" Ryder asked. Aylin raised her eyebrow and smirks. "Girls. Well a girl…" Ryder said knowing he couldn't lie well.
Aylin smiles. "Hun, girls are so not worth it…." She paused. "Especially if it's about Nellie…"
Ryder jaw slacked. He knew Nellie. He knew her really well. She took his virginity and continued a friends with benefit relationship until one day she told him that she was moving to Boston to be with the love of her life — some guy named Michael.
"What the fuck?" Ryder exclaimed.
"I was one of her bests friends, before she moved away and cut off all communications," Aylin said in an obvious like tone. "I thought she told you about me."
"I wasn't talking about Nellie, and we didn't really talk, if you know what I mean." Ryder was still pissed at the memories.
"Oh I know. She told me everything. Apparently you're pretty amazing in bed," Aylin teased.
Ryder blushed.
"Don't be shy about it," Aylin leaned forward. "You're really sexy when you're pissed, you know that?" Aylin whispered. "Anyways, thanks for keeping my secret Ryder. See you around." Aylin leaned over, kissed him on the check and walked into the school.
Ryder was rendered speechless. A girl had done this to him and he couldn't stop thinking about their interaction.
"Sugar quit." Finn said to the entire glee club as they sat on the steps outside.
Quiet whispers filled the room. "That's the bad news. The good news is that one of the regional groups dropped out due to their school cutting funding for all arts. So we have been given a chance to compete at regionals."
Everyone began cheering. Ryder looked to Marley leaned over and gave Jake a kiss in excitement. He realized that these feelings for her wouldn't just disappear.
"Now, we need another member. So it's recruiting time people. Regionals are three weeks away and that's nearly not enough time to prepare. So lets get to work on the group number. Any ideas?"
Finn kept talked and Ryder tuned him out. He watched as Marley and Jake couldn't keep their hands off each other. His eyes saddened. Get over it Ryder. Get over her.
Ryder excused himself, giving the lame excuse of bathroom as he headed back inside the school. He walked toward his locker when he saw Aylin talking with some friends.
"Where'd you meet him?" Aylin asked her blond friend.
Ryder pretended to be sifting through his locker as he eavesdropped.
"Don't make fun of me, but at Blue Post…" Her blond friend, who Ryder knew was a Cheerio, replied.
Aylin started giggling. Another girl cut in, "God. That is so trashy."
Aylin shushed her. "No it's not….Don't be mean Jade," Ryder watched as Aylin held her phone as if it were a microphone. "He saw her dancing there by the record machine. He knew she must have been about 17. The beat was goin' strong. Playing my favorite song…"
"Shut it Aylin. Let me finish my story," the blonde cut in. Aylin giggled at the blonde and motioned for her to continue.
And Ryder was shocked. She had an amazing voice, raspy and a powerhouse. Her face lit up while singing. He tuned out their conversation and focused in on Aylin. Suddenly he had an ideal; he casually walked over to the group of friends.
"Hey Ryder!" The blonde cheerio exclaimed.
He smiled back and turned his charm on. "Hello pretty ladies. Can I borrow Aylin?"
The blonde giggled. "Sure sure." The other girl, Jade rolled her eyes and shrugged.
He motioned for Aylin to follow him. She walked slowly behind him with curiosity.
"Where you taking me Lynn? Out to kill me?" Aylin joked. "Or are you hoping to kiss me in a classroom."
Ryder laughed. "You'll see." They reached the top of the steps outside.
"Guys!" He yelled getting everybody's attention. "I found a new member."
Aylin pulled him back and whispered, "What the fuck do you think you're doing?"
Ryder smiled. "Getting you to join Glee Club."
"And make me commit social suicide." Aylin angrily whispered.
Ryder shrugged. "You join and I won't tell accidently tell your parents that you change and take off your burqa before class everyday."
Aylin's eyes challenged his. "You wouldn't?"
Ryder shrugged. "We need another member and you're amazing. I saw how much you enjoyed singing two lines in the hallway."
"So you blackmail me?" Aylin slapped Ryder across the face before turning and making her way down the steps toward the glee club.
She couldn't let this one boy ruin her life by spilling her secret, so she would have to join glee club.
Aylin did love singing, but everybody at McKinley knew that glee club was the bottom of the bottom of the food chain in high school.
Finn stepped forward and held out his hand. "Welcome to glee. It's customary that new additions audition. Since a song to show their talents so we now how to place you."
Aylin fake smiled. "Ok. Sure." Her eyes followed Ryder who was slowly making his way down the steps with a slight red imprint on his face. She turned to the band, "You boys know Rolling in the Deep?"
The guitarist laughed. "By heart. It was one of Rachel's favorite."
Aylin smiled and nodded toward the band. Ryder heard Artie whisper about how nobody could be better than Rachel.
Suddenly Aylin began singing and all the whispering shut off. Ryder smiled. He knew she was perfect.
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch, it's bringing me out the dark
See how I leave with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it, to the beat
We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside of your hand
But you played it, you played it, you played it, you played it to the beat.
Aylin stopped singing and everyone's mouth was open. Ryder jumped up and clapped. "That was great Aylin!"
She rolled her eyes at him, before turning back to the young couch.
Finn smiled. "You're a perfect fit. Welcome to glee club!"
One week later, Ryder was exhausted. They had gotten the choir room back from Sue and practice was nonstop.
Aylin sat down in the chair next to him. He looked surprised. Every since he pulled the blackmail car she had been ignoring him.
"I've decided to forgive you," Aylin said softly.
Ryder chuckled. "After a week of ignoring me, why the sudden change of heart."
"I actually really love glee club," Aylin giggled. "Plus you're just too cute to ignore.
Ryder grinned. "I told you that you'd love it."
Aylin leaned over to Ryder and whispered, "I think we should do a duet together for regionals."
Ryder's raised an eyebrow. Blaine was taking the lead on the group number and Marley had scored herself a solo. The last thing they had left to determine was the duet.
His eyes shifted to Marley, who was practicing her solo. He just assumed she and Jake would get the duet.
He realized he was taking too long to answer. Aylin huffed. "Nevermind. I guess you're still waiting on Ms. Perfect to ask you to sing with her."
Aylin got up and went back over to her seat next to Sam. Finn walked into the room.
"Okay, break time over," Finn yelled. Everybody returned to their seats before Finn continued, "Everybody has done such a great job with the group number. It's coming together. Now onto our last selection: duet ideas anyone?"
Ryder watched as Aylin kept her head down. He finally stood up ignoring every alarm going off. "I would like to do a duet with Aylin."
Her head shot up and she stared at him.
Finn nodded. "Any song ideas Ryder?"
Shit. He didn't think that far ahead. "Two is better than one." Aylin said with a wide smile. "Ryder and I think it will work really well with our voices."
Finn nodded. "That's perfect. We'll open with that, switch to Marley's solo and end with the group number," Finn exclaimed. "Practice tonight, because we want to see a performance of this tomorrow!
Aylin smiled widely and let out a squeal. Ryder chuckled. Both didn't seem to notice the look Marley was giving both of them.
"Thanks for letting us practice here," Aylin sat down on his bed. "My parents would have a fit if they even knew I was friends with guys."
Ryder noticed that the sundress she wore rose up a little. He was convinced he had some sort of lusty feelings toward Aylin and that's it. Nothing more. He wasn't over Marley, but he knew there was something with Aylin.
"No problem. Let's get started."
He handed her the sheet music and they practiced for hours. After getting the song down and right, they decided to add in some choreography.
She was teaching him the waltz; he improvised. He spun her around, in, then out and back in.
Suddenly his lips were on hers. He moaned. They were so soft. He didn't care that she was a year older than him. He didn't care that she lied on a daily basis to be who she really was. His hands found her hips and he pulled her in closer. He loved her curves. Honestly he wanted her in his bed and it could happen with his parents not at home.
He back up her until she hit the wall. He reached for her dress zipper and pulled it down. It fell to the ground and Aylin stood there shyly.
Ryder kissed her again and whispered, "So sexy…"
Aylin moaned into the kiss, before tugging at his shirt. "Ryder, off…"
He quickly pulled his shirt off. Aylin smirks. She grabs him waist and switches their positions, so that he's up against the wall. Ryder raises an eyebrow questioning her motives. Before he knows it, she drops to her knees. "Aylin, you don't have to…"
"Shhh…" She unbuttons his pants and reaches in to grab up. He closes his eyes when she takes him in his mouth. Although he slept with Nellie a few times, she had never gone down on him. Needless to say, this was his first blowjob.
"Jesus Christ…" Ryder moans. He knew if she kept going he was going to cum, and he didn't want to do that just yet. He pulls her up and she grins.
Stepping out of his jeans, he wraps his arms around her waist and picks her off the ground. Aylin wraps her legs around him and kisses him. He guides her to his bed and she tugs at his hair.
"Grow this out Bieber cut," Aylin giggles as he drops her lightly on the bed.
Ryder unhooks her bra, "You don't like it?"
"No I do, but it'd look sexier….." Aylin's words stopped as he inserted a finger inside of her. Moans replaced words.
Ryder smirks. "God, you're wet. You were saying?" He teases her with his fingers, before finally taking her underwear off.
"What was I saying?" Aylin gasps as he plays with her clit. "Sexier hair, no Bieber…"
He reached for a condom in his bedside table. Discarding his boxers he rolls it on. "You're not making sense babe…" Ryder smirked.
"God, just fuck me, please," Aylin says in frustration.
Ryder chuckles and pushes into her. She gasps as he fills her. Waiting a couple of second for her to adjust to her size, he pulls back out and slams back into her. He does it again and Aylin moans loudly. He realizes he's found her spot and keeps hitting it. He couldn't believe this was happening, but if needed any more proof he feels her walls tightening. When she climaxes, she yells his name and pulls him over the edge with her.
They're now lying next to each other. He's breathing hard and she's quiet.
"Wow, that was… just wow…" Aylin whispers. He turns to his side and looks at her.
"Hmmm… agreed." Ryder smiles.
He watches her ponder what they've just done and notices the changes in her emotions cross her face.
"Stop thinking so much," Ryder says before kissing her forehead.
"I know, but what is this?" Aylin asks in a vulnerable voice.
Fuck. Ryder hates this question. He doesn't know and at that moment he realizes he's screwing with her feelings. He's so unsure of his feelings, but he had seen her flirty glances and took advantage of it. But she didn't stop it. Ryder tries to internalize his decision to have sex with her.
So of course he says the worst possible thing to say. "I don't know Aylin. Let's just not make it complicated."
Aylin eyes widened at his answer. Her face changed from vulnerable to hurt so quickly. "Because sex never complicates things," she said. "I've got to go." She gets up and throws on her clothes quickly.
"No, Aylin," Ryder gets up and throws on boxers and sweats. "I didn't mean it like that."
He grabs her by the shoulders and turns her around. Tears are coming down her face. "Then how did you mean it Ryder?"
Ryder feels like an asshole now. He doesn't know what to say. "Well…"
After a minute of silence, Aylin laughs through her tears. "Exactly."
She leaves.
"Fuck." Ryder fell back onto his bed with a sigh. "Way to screw it up Ryder."
It was the day of regionals and it was a miracle that the New Directions were even there. Aylin paced the choir room back and forth.
The past two weeks have been hell. She realized she fell for a "Little Sophomore" as her friend Jade would say. She fell hard for a guy she met just three weeks ago and slept with him knowing that he still had feelings for another girl.
She watched as Ryder calmed Marley down before the performance and pretended it didn't hurt. Aylin walked over to the mirrors and touched up her hair. She took deep breaths in and out, freaking out a little bit.
"I don't get what he sees in her," She heard from behind her. "I mean she's got a boyfriend."
She turned around and saw Sam. She smiled. The past two weeks her and Sam had become pretty close friends. She found him hilarious and saw him as the older brother she never had.
"No idea what you're talking about Samuel," Aylin teased calling him by his first name. "Are you freaking out because I am…"
Sam sat down next to her. "Relax. You'll do great. And don't worry about Ryder. He'll get over Marley."
Aylin shrugged. "It doesn't matter. I don't care." She put on a fake smile and Sam rolled his eyes.
"Nice try Aylin, but I don't believe that fake smile for a second. I'm going to find Brit. Good luck," Sam got up in search of his girlfriend.
Finn called them together for a show circle. Aylin feels Ryder's eyes on her and she remembers their conversation the day after they had slept together.
"Aylin, I fucked up, okay?" Ryder tells her before glee rehearsal.
"Fucked up what? Screwing me or making it into nothing?" Aylin asked.
"Listen, you're great and last night was great but….." Ryder tried explaining but his eyes went to Marley as she walked into the choir room.
Aylin bitterly laughed. "Oh I get it Ryder. You don't have actual feelings for me. Only for her. So I guess last night, you and me, didn't mean a fucking thing." Aylin picked up her stuff and moved away from Ryder. She felt tears forming in her eyes but held them back.
And thanks for her forwardness; they would now be singing a love song together everyday until regionals.
Aylin waited behind the red curtain with a nervous expression. She looked across the stage and saw Ryder. He gave her a thumbs up and she smiled weakly.
The curtains opened, the music started and Ryder began to sing.
I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Aylin took a deep breath and began singing her part.
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing
Both of them began walking toward each other and began their dance choreography, while the New Directions were paired off in the background doing the same choreography.
Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the rest in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
Oooh I can't live without you
'Cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the rest in my life
And I've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one
Aylin belted out the last line and the crowd went wild in applause. She walked off smiling and looks around for Ryder. She saw him hugging Marley with excitement. Marley ran off and took the stage for her solo.
Marley had belted the solo to perfection and Blaine lead the group number.
New Directions, the underdogs, won regionals.
A/N: Read and Review. This story will end up being Ryder/Aylin but there will be a lot of Marley/Ryder in here too.