October 20 2012
Apart
I tiptoed past the guest room with a heavy heart. I didn't want to disturb Bella but I want to at least kiss her goodbye. She is mad at me though and rightfully so; I do spend more time at work than I do at home. I never expected my software company to take off as it has. Cullen High Powered Computing Solutions has more business than it can handle and I barely have time to pee; let alone spend time with my wife.
I started my company from home just a couple months before we were married and now I have a whole floor in a Seattle High-rise. In the beginning it was just me but now I have 15 employees. I am what most people call a Computer Genius. I worked my business while I went to school and still got my bachelor's in computer engineering in just two years. Most of my employees have master's degrees and still I have more knowledge and understanding of computing than they do.
The last time Bella and I talked was two weeks ago when she waited up for me and we fought again about the amount of time I spend working. She hates when I work from home because she feels ignored. I don't like working from home because she is so distracting; especially when she uses her sexiness to pry my eyes from the computer. I never get enough done from home. I try to get all my work done at the office but I end up putting so much time in that I only come home to sleep for a few hours. By the end of that argument she moved all her clothes to the guest room.
I miss holding her at night but I really hate to admit that before her move to the other room it had been a long time since I last held her while we slept. It has been even longer since I initiated sex let alone a passionate lovemaking session.
Our marriage wasn't always like this. When we were first married we had so much fun. Even though I had my company and we were both going to school we still had time for each other. We took camping trips and talked all night sometimes. The lovemaking was so passionate and plentiful that I am surprised that she never got pregnant despite her Depo-Provera shots. I wonder if she ever stopped taking the birth control shots. The plan had been to stop when she was 25 and we would try for a baby. We are both a few months shy of 28 and still no baby. I don't even remember having the baby conversation in years. My God how long has it been since I last really talked with Bella?
This is my first Drabble fic and my first Twi Fic. I am notorious for not being a good poster but I am going to see how things go with Drabble Fic as opposed to a normal one with 5000-1000 words a post.
Please hang with me and give me lots of Encouragement
Snowgoose