Why

Why didn't I tell you?

What I felt that day

Why did I say?

The one thing I knew

Would break your heart in two

I'm waiting for Matt

Keeps repeating in my mind

The fact that I was waiting to

Give your Christmas present later

Escapes my mind

All I could see is your face

When I told you that

Heartless, doesn't deserve the crest of love

Goes through my head

Each time I see you looking like that

The reason why I'm telling everyone now is

I can't live with what

I did to you and Matt

I don't deserve to live

With everyone looking at me like that

I used Matt I know I did and all I can say is

I'm sorry, goodbye all

And she ended her life

Just like that