Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing.

A/N: I've decided I've been writing too much Yu-Gi-Oh!, so I am writing a Gundam fic! Please do not flame unless you have a point to make, this IS, after all, my first Gundam fic, and so far I've only read some of the manga and heard some of the music. Correct me if I'm wrong in any of the terms.

~*Five Flights*~

Wufei, my name. How ironic it seems, my name means 'five flights'. It seems to be true. My first flight was love. Meiran left me, left me alone. She was only fourteen when she died. I even named my Gundam after her, Nataku, after her. Every night I dream of her, wishing for her to come back to me, wishing I could change the past so I could see her again, and maybe see her now. Once I look at my flower garden, the tears come again. Why did she have to leave?

My second flight was justice. Meiran was killed because she was not ready for battle, yet she fought. She fought to prove she was the strongest. In my eyes, she was. Even when she was losing, she still fought. Maybe it was this reason she died. I once asked her, "Why fight?" She replied with, "For justice." Then, I didn't know what she meant, but now, I think I might.

My third flight was peace. My parents went into war, and died. For peace. Now, I'm fighting for peace. But will fighting really get peace? Wouldn't fighting just lead to more fighting? Wouldn't it be the endless circle of fighting? Like Trowa said, "His blood on your hands will accomplish nothing." So why do I still fight? Is it so I can match with Meiran? Is it for the illusion of peace? But isn't finding peace Relena and Quatre's job? I wish there could always be peace, and never have war. Never.

My fourth flight, in my opinion, was my strength. Before Meiran died, I thought I was strong. But then… she died. Right in front of my eyes. I could have saved her, but I wasn't strong enough. I still train, day and night, but I doubt I will ever recover my strength. Meiran changed my life, even if we only knew each other for a short time. People called me 'The Solitary Dragon'. But aren't dragons supposed to be strong?

I haven't experienced my fifth flight yet. I hope I can determine it before I lose it, whatever it may be. Will it be my life? Will it be my soul? If it's my life, maybe I can finally join Meiran. I can finally apologize for her, apologize for being so weak. Apologize for not being able to defend her. Maybe… yet I feel Meiran watching me every day, saying, "Don't feel you are weak, you aren't." Yet, I feel I still am. No one can persuade me to believe I am strong. If Meiran was still here, maybe she could. But she isn't her, sadly.

Meiran, guide me, let me try to find my fifth flight. Help me in being the next Nataku. Meiran… I love you with all my heart, and I wish you were here.

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A/N: This is my first Gundam Wing fic. KATHERINE, STOP YELLING AT ME!! *Ahem* Please review. I do not know a lot about Wufei, please don't flame me if I got something wrong about him. Thanks to Pillow Luff, or Katherine, in giving me so much information about Wufei! I appreciate it!!