Darkness swallowed my whole as I sat on my bed, tears flowing out of my eyes as I stare into nothing. Anger boiled underneath my skin and hatred ate at my flesh, the window flashed as lightning streaked across the sky. I wanted to tell you how much I love you but you turned your back in me and just used me. "Why.. Why?" I sobbed as I thought more and more of you. Thunder rolled overhead, shaking the house. This fear I have of losing you was much too great to overcome. Shaking my head furiously, my heart stopped beating and I coughed out blood. After I stopped, I stared blankly at the black floor. The door opened, looking up.

Hatred flowed out of me, he stood in the doorway, and he seemed to be in deep thought. "Why are you here?" I said in a snarl.

His hazel eyes looked down at the black floor "I wanted to talk with you" he said quietly.

I stood up; my heart slowly beat in my chest as he took another step forward. "Why are you acting like this?" he asked with stress edged in his tone

Furry made me lose it, jumping his way with my fists made strong contact on his jaw. "Fucking leave!" I barked with a growl.

Blood trickled down the side of his jaw as he stumbled back. Pulling my arm back to where it sat near my shallow moving ribs.

The darkness granted silence as he stood up, those eyes that I loved now are disgusting to me. I hissed a warning "Back the fuck off" but he didn't listen but stepped up.

I moved back, waiting for him to open his arms. "Please listen to me," he cried at me.

Shaking my head as I spat at his shoes. "You left me for her!" I howled back at him.

"B-But I had too" he wailed back. His cries don't have affect on me, nothing.

Someone walked up to the door, turning my gaze back to him, his tall body stood stock still but his muscles tense. "It's her," my ex-friend said with a sad tone.

The tall blond walked in after he walked out. I snorted at him "Leave me, I am no use… Just someone to fuck" turning my back on him but turned my face at him.

"J-just listen" the best friend I had once said. "He didn't want to expose you two because he thought it would be better in secret so you don't have a hurt pride"

Turning my head back into the blackness, narrowing my eyes as I thought. "I wouldn't have cared. But now, all I am to is a Fuck Buddy. That's all" I shook my head.

I heard him walk out the door and call someone's name.

I snorted "Better call my one and only friend" I said and moved back to my bed, not caring if the light streamed in. Lying down and dialing…

(-*How are you liking it?... Mysterious on the Characters uh?.. Well it's time for the two-timer's P.O.V*-)

I moved out of his room and into the living room. "Yea" I said coldly

"Oh don't be like that" Joe (she could be dating any one of them…?) she said with a lustful tone.

"Why in the hell did you call?" I demanded.

Joe just laughed lightly into the phone. "Just call on my bunny," she said.

I wanted to throw my phone and talk with someone but I can't. I sighed, "Look" I said with a bark "I told you not call me, we are only together outside of this god damn apartment!" I bellowed out into the phone.

I felt a hand on my shoulder, whipping around with a glare. It was James. "What" I snapped at him.

James moved back with a tear sliding down his face. "Why did you do that to him?" he asked with a crack in his voice.

I sighed angrily "Hafta go der Joe" I snarled into the phone and closed it shut. Growling as I moved back and forth "I didn't think he would like walking around, I thought he would feel uncomfortable!" I bellowed out.

As my sentence finished, my lover stepped out of his room. His clothes were black and his eyes bagged with no sleep. Pang of sorrow stabbed my chest, I wanted to cry to him and tell him everything. I barked at myself to shut up as he took long strides to come up to me, face to face. I felt his cold breath on my face, in hailing in deeply. I miss that sent. Automatically, I leaned down to him and he leaned up to where our lips ghostly touched "Come" he ordered with a tug of my shirt collar

I followed him to the room, soon as I walked in. I heard the door close then I felt his arms around my waist. "Wait" I pulled away from him with a scowl. "What, you were mad at me for 3 whole weeks!" I barked at him.

My lovers face fought back a cold look; instead he had a light smile. "I was mad, I over heard you talk with Joe and I thought it would be good to go back with you," he said with concern in his face.

I wanted to leap at him but held back, I stood there staring at him. "And what in the hell changed your mind?" I asked.

His black cold eyes gleamed in the small lamplight that is lit behind me near his bed. "Well, I thought that it would be okay to have you in the apartment and she has you during the day". As he spoke, my lover walked around me with a predatory look.

Crossing my arms as I waited for him "But you said you didn't want to share me!" I hollered at him.

"Oh deary me, did I say that?" he asked and stopped in front of me.

I nodded my head, leaning down fast; I caught him in my arms and kissed him very roughly.

My lover moaned deeply into the kiss, as though needing this much as I did.

I pulled back for air, he was panting and I was breathing hard. I pulled him to the bed and got straight to it, pulling his pants down. I tugged for his shirt to go above his head and he did so. I removed my clothes and grabbed the lube in the nightstand. I stared at him and he nodded with a bitter smile on his lips. I wanted that look off him so; I slammed my two fingers into him. He howled out in pleasure but that cold look never got off his face, ramming my fingers into him, he was so damn tight. Growling, I didn't care if he wasn't stretched properly. He twisted us around to where I lay down and he positioned himself on top of me. My hands tightened around his hips and pulled him down. He hissed out in pain but another thing, I didn't let him adjust and I picked him up and slammed him back down onto my thick cock.

He howled out my name, I knew he wanted this bad. After I got my anger out, I let him go so he could do his own pace but soon as I did, he kept the same pace as I did. I grabbed the sheets under me and watched as me bounce on top of my cock. He mewled my name, howled and groaned my name. Sitting up to where I could stop him from bouncing. Grabbing his shoulder and stopping him "Like that don't you?" I asked huskily in his ear.

He mewled out "yes"

"Want me to fuck you harder?" I asked with a sly smirk.

He was going right into my trap. "Yes!" he moaned loudly.

I switched us around and had me on top. Soon as I started to ram into him, I did hard, long and powerful thrusts. Deep within him, he clawed at my chest and howled out how much he hated me right at this point.

I didn't care, I was getting my fuck and so was he.

I fucked him for a good hour and a half before I came into him; he came about five times onto our stomachs. I felt much better, pulling out of him after I road out the orgasm.

He laid on the bed with a broken look, his eyes dull but still cloud. He moved his pitch black eyes to me, his head lay sideways. "Fuck you!" he bellowed out.

I smiled back at him, I love that look. "All that pain you feel, is what I felt this past 3 weeks you put me through hell!" I hissed darkly at him.

That same smirk-I tried to take off his face from a mindless fuck-reappeared back on his face. "You dirty bastard" I hissed at him,

He had gotten what he wanted; I growled, "You used me!"

My broken lover sat up, he didn't wince or even in pain when he did. "As you did to me!" he bellowed back. I grabbed his shirt he was using and wiped myself clean of his cum.

I wanted to sucker punch him! Snarling, I quickly put my pants and my shirt, turning without looking behind me and walked out the door. As I shut the door, I heard a bellow of laughter come from the room. Anger boiled under my skin.

Well?... I think I did well!.. If you want Kendall and Logan together please put it in your review.

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