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I gazed at the package my mother had just handed me. It was small enough to be a book and that didn't make any sense.. I frowned when I saw Leah's name on the return address.

I tore open the little box to find a letter folded in half on top of a pink spiral bound notebook like you used in school to take notes… What the fuck? I thought to myself.

The letter was tear stained and worn, but I was able to read it. In black ink Leah had written…

Dear Sam Uley,

You know I love you… I always have, always will. So, now I know what unrequited love feels like and I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. No. Not the hallow, unloved feeling; the feeling of loving someone who doesn't care, unimaginable, unfair.

When you disappeared, I cried.. When you came back I cried (tears of joy, Sam's home!)… When you left me for my cousin, I cried. Now, as I write this, I cry. You may be sitting there, wondering why. Why would she cry over something she can't change? The answer is this Sam Uley, I can't help but love you. I can't help but wish you loved me. So I cry. That's all I have left, the tears… Seth worries, he can't help it. He hears the sobs echoing through the house at night. No, mom and dad can't. They aren't like us now are they? But Seth, my sweet little brother Seth, he knows. He knows so much more than mom or dad (they do know I'm not the same, they do know I'm broken.), and I wish I could hide that from him. I wish he didn't have to hear me cry out at night. But I can't stop it, it's all I can do. Cry.

So now I am here knowing that we'll never be; not again. It's over. Life, love, meaning. Everything. Gone… Because you are a daydream I'll never be able to hold, not again no. Because you and I are a story that never gets told…

But I'm telling it. I sent you a copy of the story I told. Our story.. How it would've been, if the bloodsuckers didn't exist causing you to become a were wolf and break my heart. By the time you have opened it to the very first page, I will be gone. Long gone, Sam Uley. You'll never see me. Never again. I will be gone. So goodbye, and fare well. I still love you, Sam Uley. You will never know the pain of unrequited love and I am glad. I won't wish this pain on you, no. I can't. I can't bare to hate you. This is my final fare well, Sam Uley. Goodbye. I hope your happy with her.

Forever.

Love Always,

Leah Clearwater

I felt awful. I was not a good man. I had hurt the girl I loved the most… Then. I slowly lifted the lid of the notebook and realized she was gone. Long gone. Forever.

I felt the tear slide down my cheek before I could stop it, and I started to read the story she had writen in her beautiful girly handwriting.

Hey. :)

That's the story that got all messed up, so hope you liked it.

LOVE ALWAYS,

Leah4Life

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