okay so i came up with this idea a while ago and i havent been able to get it out of my head for a while... the begining chapters take place between seasons 3 and 4... so tell me what you think... i dont own any of the stuff you recognize


As I lay there I wondered how my life would have turned out different had I never met him. Had I never learned the "family business" from my mother. He grabbed my hand as the hell hounds tore into us. Everything that happened to us in the past started to flash threw my mind.


*Roxanne: 8, Dean: 9, Sam: 5

"Roxy darling come down her." my mom called up the stairs. I skipped down the stairs my pig tails bouncing behind me.

"What mom?" I asked walking into the kitchen. There was a man and two boys standing next to him.

"Do you remember me telling you about Uncle Bobby's friends sons coming to stay with us?" I nodded. "Well this is John Winchester and his two boys Dean and Sam." I smiled at them and walked over to the boys."

"Hi I'm Roxanne but you can call me Roxy." I told them.

"Hi." Dean said. Sam didn't say anything. "Don't mind Sammy he gets really shy around chicks." I giggled.

"I do not!" Sam yelled.

"Mommy? Where's Dad?" I asked.

"He's out feeding the horses. Why don't you go show Dean and Sam the horses while I talk to John?" she asked.

"Okay! C'mon guys!" I said excitedly. They followed me out to the barn.


*Roxanne: 12, Dean: 13, Sam 9

"C'mon guys lets go out to the pond." I said to Sam and Dean. They nodded and followed me out the door. We cut through the hay field and soon we were at our spot. I took off my boots and rolled my pant legs up hanging my feet off the end of the dock. Sam and Dean did the same.

"So guys how are things?" I asked. Dean smirked.

"Well I almost kissed this really hot chick." he said proudly.

"Have you ever even kissed anyone before?" I asked.

"No. He wishes." Sam teased. I laughed while Dean glared at Sam.

"Have you?" Dean asked.

"No." I answered.

"Do you wanna? I mean we can kiss each other just to say we've kissed someone." Dean suggested.

"Sure." I said. So we did. That was when I first realized I was in love with Dean Winchester.


*Roxanne: 15, Dean: 16, Sam: 12

I was out in the barn stacking hay when I heard it. The familiar roar of the impala. I smiled and walked out of the barn. My hair was full of hay and I was sweating my ass of but I didn't care. It'd been like two months since I'd seen the boys. I took my gloves off and stuck them in my back pocket. Sam and Dean climbed out of the impala as I started walking towards them. I was fairly positive that Dean got hotter in the two months that I hadn't seen him. I smiled and hugged the both of them as I reached them.

"Hey boys!" I said happily. We started towards the house.

"So to what do I owe this pleasure?" I asked.

"Well we were passing through and I wanted to tell you something so we decided to stop. Do you wanna go down to the pond with me?" he asked


Dean's hand pulled me out of my flash back of the day we started dating for the first time.

"I…. Love… You…" was all he got out before the coldness of death over took the two of us.