Prologue
'I really don't mind too cry. I always cry. When I see a movie, when I get hurt or something like that. But now, it's different, it's..Painful.
I knew he didn't love me, I knew it so damn well, but still, I couldn't see it, understand it.'
'I really wish that I never had let Ino dragged me with her. I really wish that I never had taken his hand when he asked me
too dance with him at the disco back then. I really wish that I never had been drinking. I really wish that this never had happend.'
'Darn it, why can't I stop crying?!' she thought and dried her tears, but they didn't want to disappear.
She pressed herself against the wall even more, and putted her head on her knees, sobbing.
'I really am a idiot.' she sighed. 'Why didn't I realize it? If I had, then I hadn't cried, I even shouldn't feel this pain I feel now.'
She pressed her lips into a thin line.
'I have too move on. You know it Sakura, this is life. You either make right choices or wrong. You made the choice too get drunked,
you made the choice too have 'fun' and of course, you made that idiotic choice, too not scream when you needed it.'