Pili-Chan: Hello everyone! this is my first SP fanfic ever~ yay me!
Yami Pili-Chan: I feel sorry for them...
Chibi: xD silly Yami!~
Acedia: ....zZzZzZz
Pili-Chan:....ANYWAYZ! so...umm...I currently busy with finishing the secound season of Hurgashi ("Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni Kai") and...well...I havn't watched that many SP episodes so....ya ^^" but when I get inspired then...well...yeah...
Yami: We don't own anything...
Pili-chan: mi~ T.T
Chibi: ENJOY!=D
"When Cicadas Cry"-talking
'When Cicadas Cry'-thinking
'When Cicadas Cry'-you'll-know-who-soon talking
A slap. That's the first thing that he felt when he open his eyes, looking up through the blond bangs that covered his eyes to see his father, smelling the alcohol in the man's breath "Get up you useless piece of shit!"
The boy nodded silently, watching as the man walked away. He got up, getting dressed slowly. Pulling up the hood of his orange parka, the blond boy stepped outside into the cold street, walking away from the old, broken house. He walked silently, mind blank as the situation slowly sank into his mind. He wasn't surprised anymore, not after so many years…no, it wasn't new.
"Hey Kenny!" the boy in the orange parka looked up to the waving boys,
"Hi guys" he said cheerfully, smiling behind the orange cloth,
"You're late dude" Stan said as Kenny walked over to the bus stop,
"Yeah" Kyle said "We thought you weren't coming or something"
"Sorry" the blond boy said, smiling "Took me some time to wake up this morning"
"That's 'cause yo too po' to get an alarm clock" Cartman said, laughing,
Kenny punched him, glaring,
"Leave him alone fatass" Kyle said, glaring at Cartman as well,
"Shut up Jew boy!" the fat teen called as they started to argue.
Kenny sighed, looking forwards silently,
"You okay dude?" Stan asked, moving next to him,
"Yeah" Kenny said, smiling again,
Stan just stood there for a moment, watching his blond friend, then nodded. Soon the yellow school bus arrived, stopping in front of the four sixteen-year-olds "Come on Kyle…he's not worth it" Stan said and grabbed his best friend/boyfriend's arm, pulling him into the school bus,
"Ya! Run away to yo little boyfriend ya faggot!" the fat boy called after them,
"Shut up Cartman…" the normally silent teen said as he got on the bus as well, watching the two lovers quietly. Kenny set silently in his place, head leaning against the cold window, watching his reflection. It was the same…every time it was the same…over and over again. But he was used to it by now… he had to thank whoever did this, at least, for letting him grow up instead of bringing him back to the same spot and never letting him live…Every time he died, he was brought back to life, to a new life, a new universe where everything was the same except his death, where no one knew about his death, where he faced the memories alone. He was sure that someone up there hated him. Kenny was sick of this…sick of dying… he hated it, he was afraid of it… sure he was used to it, but that didn't mean that he liked it…
"Hey dude!" Kenny turned to the source of the voice, looking right into Kyle's green eyes "We're here" he said,
Kenny nodded and got up, following his friends out of the bus and into the school silently.
WhenCicadasCry WhenCicadasCry WhenCicadasCry
He was slammed against the dirty wall like a rag doll, placing his fingers on the new bruise as he looked up into his father's eyes. The older male was screaming, probably about something Kenny did or didn't do… it wasn't new to the pale boy on the ground. Not the screams or the hits or the woman that just stood and watched him from the side as new cuts and bruises formed of his thin body…nothing was new.
And then it was back, that blessed silence that came after his parents went to sleep…
"Kenny?" he looked up, locking his eyes with Kevin's eyes "You okay?" he asked, helping his younger brother up,
Kenny nodded "Thanks" he said and walked off to his room. He set silently on his bed, hugging his knees "I don't want this" he whispered to himself "Why can't this stop?" the question remained in the air "Every time… all over again…I don't wanna die…" he mumbled, hugging himself tighter,
"Please …save me… make this stop…" he sobbed, slowly crying himself to sleep, knowing that this was just the beginning of another end.
'I'm sorry…'
Pili-Chan: well? R&R! next chappie tomorrow!~
Chibi: And just for you...a teaser!~
"..."Where's Kevin?" he asked silently,
The face of the two adults stiffened,
"Where is he?" he asked again, slightly louder,
"Transferred" his father said, sounding rather sober now,
"You're lying…" he whispered "WHERE IS HE!?" "
R&R!~
