Just a bit of poetry I thought of during my daily life

The real me

Why can't things go right in life?

Why do the different stand alone?

Waiting for a call to stand

Waiting for a helping hand

My shadow is the only person by my side

My best friend, my worst enemy

It's the one I talk to

The only one that knows me

But sometimes it can't heal

But I can feel

The pain of my scars

Will never go away

But what really matters in the end

And no matter what happens

It won't consume me

Because I'm my own boss

Retracing the past

Is difficult when there is no future

Walking alone

Walking to no home

I'm going to let go this anger one day

No matter how bad

Being clogged up inside

Unknown to anyone

The sweet sensation of revenge

Crawling through my blood

Thinking that you have won

When it has only begun

Trying to look inside me

Trying to figure me out

Trying to break me

Into the dead

But what you don't know

What you don't see

And what you don't hear

Is the real me

How was it? I know it didn't rhyme perfectly but I had to let it out. Please review