Hi! This is like my first time posting a Digimon fanfiction. So, please no flames...alright??
Ame: Hi! This is an idea Rayne got from this movie that's coming out soon. She can't remember the name of it...but If you've heard of it, please don't say that she's stealing the idea from it, only parts of it will be like it...so ya..
This fanfic is gonna be boylove...of course..if you look at any of my other works...its boylove... the pairing is YamatoxTaichi...yea..uke Tai, cause I can't see him as seme...I also apologize if anything seems to be wrong...this is my first Digimon fic..as I stated before...so...enough of my blabbing... Oh yea, this story takes place in 2003, just for the sake of my plot..okies??
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To Feel Your Pain (Gah! I need help with titles, any suggestions?)
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Crowded.
That was the word for it. Odaiba International Airport was crowded.
'Where is he?'
"Hey Yamato! Over here!"
Steel blue eyes looked over to where a younger version of him stood, waving at him.
"Hey Takeru!" He said hugging his brother.
Takeru laughed, "I see that the 'World Tour' done you good."
True to Takeru's word, Yamato now stood at 6'2, his hair was longer now, down to his shoulders, and a bit darker blond. His eyes a steel blue, that had bits of silver in them.
"Yea, I could say the same about you too."
Takeru seemed to take after his brother, he was also tall, 5'10, with a dirty blond hair, his sky blue eyes now a deep dark blue.
He smiled at Yamato, "So, what's with the fashion sense?"
Yamato looked down at his black Dir en Grey shirt, and dark blue jeans. "What do you mean?"
"Are you American? Or Japanese?"
"I like to think I'm a mix of both."
Takeru laughed and hugged his brother again, "It's good to have you back Yamato."
Yamato hugged back, "It's good to be back."
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"So.." began Yamato as they sat in Takeru's car
"So what?"
"How is everyone? Sora, Mimi, Jyou, Kouishiro, Taichi, Hikari?"
Takeru shrugged, "Sora, she's doing okay, her and Jyou started dating a few months ago. Mimi, she and Kouishiro started dating about three weeks later..."
Yamato looked at his brother trying to figure out why he stopped all of a sudden.
"Takeru?"
He seemed to snap out of it, "Oh sorry...what were we talking about?"
"How Taichi and Hikari are doing."
Takeru's face fell, "Oh..well Taichi, he's doing okay...but..."
"But?"
Takeru shook his head, "Look Yamato, its not my place to say, but please whatever you do, don't freak out when you see or hear, okay?"
"Where are we going?"
"To go see the others, why?"
"Nothing. Nothing at all." He replied, staring out the window, wondering why he would freak out. What had happened in those three years he was gone?
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They stood at the door of an unfamiliar apartment. Takeru knocked on the door. No one answered, so he shrugged and opened the door walking in.
"Hey guys? You in there?"
"What do you want Takeru, aren't you suppose to be at the airport picking up.." The voice trailed off as a mahogany haired teenager came out.
Takeru pointed to the taller, "Yamato, yes, I was, but he's here."
Daisuke scratched the back of his head, "Huh?"
Takeru sighed, "Yes, I already picked him up..didn't I say that I would be back at noon?"
Daisuke looked at the clock on the wall.
12:00
"Oh."
Takeru rolled his eyes, "Lets go see everyone."
Daisuke walked back into the front room.
Takeru turned to his brother, "Now remember what I told you."
Yamato nodded and walked behind Takeru.
"Hey guys! Yamato's back!" Exclaimed Daisuke.
Everyone turned to him then looked at the taller blond shocked.
Sora was the first to come out of shock, "Yamato!" she exclaimed running to him and enveloping him into a hug.
"Hey Sora. How are you?" He asked returning the hug.
She broke away smiling, "You've changed so much, it makes me kinda mad that I let you go." She joked.
"Hey!" Jyou exclaimed.
Sora laughed, "Don't worry sweetie, I was just kidding."
"You better be." He said with a frown on his face.
Sora shook her head.
Jyou's frown turned into a smile. "Just kidding."
She turned her attention back to Yamato, "So, are you glad to be back?"
He nodded, "Where's everyone at?"
She looked around the room, "What do you mean?"
"Where's Hikari?"
A loud slam came from the direction of one of the bedrooms.
"What was that?"
Jyou sighed, "I'll be right back, Sora, I think its best if you tell him."
She nodded and led Yamato towards the couch in the center of the room.
"Look Yamato.." She trailed off looking towards the black painted door that had been slammed, "Things have happened in the three years that you've been gone."
"Like what?" He asked.
"Well, Taichi's back from college."
"That's great, so..is he the great soccer star he's always wanted to be?"
She sadly shook her head, "No, do you remember what happened three years ago? In New York?"
"Yea, how could I forget? We done a benefit concert. What does that have to do anything?"
"Well, you remember how Tai got that scholarship for a college in America? I think you remember him saying that there was a great college in NewYork that offered a lot of opportunities for upcoming soccer stars? Remember how Hikari and his parents went with them?"
Yamato nodded.
"Well his dad got offered a job in the Northern Tower of the World Trade Center, and he took it, well, Hikari and his mom went to go get him from work so they could all go see him play in the finals, where scouts for many national soccer teams would be, looking for the best..." She trailed off, tears slowly gathering in her eyes.
Yamato was confused.
She took a deep breath, "About that time, a plane ran into the building, and they were on the 56th floor..." She took another deep breath.
Yamato's eyes widened, "You mean..."
"He lost them, they never made it out..." She broke down.
About that time, Jyou came back from Tai's bedroom and sat beside his girlfriend taking her into his arms.
"Now," Mimi began for Sora, tears in her eyes too, "Tai blames himself, because he thinks that if he never excepted the scholarship this would have never happened."
"Its terrible," Daisuke sat beside Kouishiro, "Because he's changed so much, he barely eats, and when he does, its only an apple, or banana, or some kind of fruit. He's killing himself and he doesn't even care."
"We don't know what to do, We've tried everything. He refuses to leave his room, we had to drag him out of his room, and now he won't come back out." Jyou said holding Sora tighter.
"Why do I have a feeling this is my fault?" Yamato asked
Takeru sighed and sat down beside his brother, "Its not your fault, its just that," He looked at the door and lowered his voice to a whisper, "Hikari is a sensitive subject."
Yamato frowned, "Still, I think I owe him some kind of apology."
Takeru opened his mouth to object, but sora cut him off, "I think that's a great idea, you are his best friend, maybe you could get some kind of reaction out of him."
Yamato got up and walked towards the black door, knocking on it, "Taichi, can I come in."
No answer.
"I hope its okay, I'm coming in now." He opened the door, and was immediately met with darkness.
"Tai?" He called out into the dark.
Nothing.
"Taichi? Are you in here?"
A small sound came from his right.
"Look, I'm gonna turn on the light, okay? Be ready." He groped the wall for the switch, then flipped it on.
He looked over in the direction that he heard the noise from, and gasped, in the middle of the bed sat Taichi, his brown hair messed up more than usual. His brown sparkling eyes that Yamato remembered now a dull gray-ish brown color. The clothes of choice, a baggy black hoody and a pair of baggy sweat pants, hung with all their might to his slender frame.
"Hey Tai, How are you doing?" He asked quietly, walking over to the bed and gently sitting down.
The brunette's eyes never left the black comforter. Not even acknowledging the blond's presence.
"Okay, bad question, look, I heard what happened, and I wanted to say that I'm sorry, for not being there, and for what happened, and if there is anything I could do to help you out I would-"
"Shut up."
His cold, raspy voice rang through the room.
"Just shut up and get out."
"But Tai-"
"Look Ishida, I don't need your fucking pity okay? I went two years without pity, and I certainly don't need yours now, so just get the fuck out of my room before I fucking kill you."
"Tai-" He tried reasoning.
Taichi looked up and glared, his dull eyes fixed in what seemed to be a permeant glare.
"Get out Yamato, I mean it this time. I'm doing fine on my own, I don't need your pity."
Yamato sighed and turned, "Okay Taichi, see you later?"
The glared never left him.
He turned and walked out the door, turning the light off. When Yamato was out of sight, Taichi collapsed on the bed, crying silently.
'I'm sorry Yamato.'
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Yamato shut the door behind him, and looked out at everyone's hopeful face. He shook his head, "I couldn't get through to him."
Their faces fell.
"But that doesn't mean I won't give up."
Daisuke spoke up, "I'll help you Yamato. I'll help in what ever way I can."
Everyone agreed with a "Yeah!"
"Alright." Yamato looked at everyone's determined faces, "We're gonna get the old Taichi back!"
Meanwhile in the dark room, Taichi lie in his bed, tossing and turning. Images of that day flashing through his head. The plane, the cries, the smoke, and their bodies...all his fault...everything was...
'I'm sorry Hikari, Mom, Dad...Please...'
'Please...Don't ever forgive me...'
'No matter what.'
'Don't forgive me...'
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So...how do you like? I think it's okay...but that's just me...oh yea, if I spelt any name or something wrong, please tell me...
Ame: Alright..she doesn't own Digimon...forgot to say that at the beginning...
Yea, alright...the pairings in this story include YamatoxTaichi, JyouxSora, KouishiroxMimi...
Any other pairing are welcome...who should I pair Takeru up with? Or should he stay single? Please tell me...
Please review! I need at least 5 reviews before I continue...but I may not be able to update right away, since my uncle is in the hospital and I am going to go visit him this weekend, I'll try to get more chappies written up!
Well see ya next time on
To Feel Your Pain