I'm not a mum, it feels like it though.

I'm not a mum it feels like it though.

Summary: Bella is 17 her mum and dad both work full time jobs and leaves her to look after her little sisters, 7 year old Alexis, 5 year old Amy and 3 year old Ellie. Child abuse.

This story is inspired by an episode of super nanny I saw (I know it's sad a teenage girl watching super nanny) It was extremely sad and I thought I could change it around a bit to make it into a fanfic!

-Georgie-

PS: tell me what you think I'm not sure if it's good or not

By the way to my previous readers this one is already finished the whole 14 chaps (There is a sequel) so there is no chance of me not finishing it :P

I'm really proud of this story by the way I'm really happy with myself that I've finished one and the finished product is actually good

Chapter one: I wish.

I read the last sentence of the book I was reading to the girls; I looked around to make sure all three were asleep, before I left the room.

Now to get onto home work, I had an English essay to write and a whole page of questions to do in trig. Great.

I started on my English essay as I heard the front door slam "BELLA WHERE'S MY DINNER?" I quickly ran down stairs hoping that my father coming home hadn't woken my siblings.

I ran into the kitchen where I grabbed the plate of spaghetti and brought it to him where he was sitting in the dining room. I placed the dish in front of him, hoping like hell that nothing was wrong with it.

"Bella" shit. "It's cold" he paused "come here" I walked over defeated. I felt the sting of the slap. It didn't hurt as much now; I'm used to it now though. I went back into the kitchen putting the meal in the microwave. I waited until it was done then placed it in front of him, before running upstairs to finish my home work.

By the time I had finished my home work, got dinner for my mother, done the dishes, had a shower and was ready for bed it was two in the morning, but this was the usual for me.

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I got up as my alarm went off, it was six in the morning, I had to make mine and the girls lunches, get the girls ready, get ready, drop the girls at school and day-care and then get to school. I hate mornings.

Straight away I went down and made lunches after that I went and woke the girls up. They all got up willingly which was good.

I set out some clothes for Lexi and Amy.

I went to Ellie's draws to pick something out and get her dressed. I picked out some jeans and a cute t-shirt that was the easy part, the hard part was getting Ellie into the clothes. She was strong willed and if she didn't want to get dressed it was going to be extremely hard to get those clothes onto her.

Luckily for me, today was a cold day and she was too cold to not wear clothes for too long.

I picked Ellie up and took her downstairs where I gave all three girls breakfast. I sat them in front of TV as I went to get ready.

I got dressed quickly and did my hair, before grabbing mine and the three girl's backpacks and running downstairs.

The girls were waiting for me obediently at the door; I gave each of them their backpacks and walked out the door.

I dropped Lexi and Amy at their school first then took Ellie to day-care, before finally driving to my school.

I got out of my truck as the bell went.

I quickly rushed to first period. The time flew till lunch where I noticed new kids as I sat at my table all by myself. There were 5 of them. They all stuck together at one table. I saw Lauren the school bimbo walk up to them in what she probably thought was a sexy walk.

She tapped the bronze haired boy who was facing away from me on the shoulder he turned around and our eyes met for a short second. He had beautiful emerald green eyes. I have to say he was extremely good looking altogether.

I kept looking to see what would happen. A little pixie like girl said something to Lauren from across the table.

Lauren turned around a murderous glare on her face before all the new kids burst out in hysterics. I liked them already they just made a fool out of Lauren Mallaroy. But who am I kidding I couldn't get into a group at all, let alone theirs.

The bell went for end of lunch and I wondered to Gym. I hated Gym. Finally the bell went and we were able to leave.

Next I had biology, the last period of the day, finally. I walked in and sat at my seat. I liked bio, it was a good subject and I didn't have a lab partner so no-one bothered me. I got out my books and set them on my desk opening to the last piece of work I did. I felt someone sit down next to me. Oh god.

"Wha- oh" I said looking up realizing it was the bronze haired new kid. I blushed "Sorry I thought that you were someone else"

"No that's okay" He smiled; it was dazzling he had a perfect smile. "Guess we're new lab partners"

"Yea I guess" I said starting to feel a little light headed.

"I'm Edward Cullen by the way" he smiled

"Bella Swan"

Lauren walked up, "Eddie why are you sitting with that loser, you could do like so much better" Lauren said acting like I wasn't even there.

"Well quite frankly I would rather sit with her the apparent school loser which I have no idea why she is since she seems perfectly nice and normal to me, than with you the fake stereotypical stupid blonde cheerleader who thinks all the girls want to be her and all the guys want her when really everyone hates you." He said with a smile, I burst out laughing I couldn't hold it in. Edward had just told Lauren what I had wanted to tell her since seventh grade.

The whole class was trying to hold in their giggles she turned around quickly to glare at them, everyone shut up, quickly.

"Oh for god's sake everyone is so afraid of her, why?" I asked myself.

"Because they're all idiots who think that Lauren can make everyone hate them" Edward answered my question. I smiled up at him.

"Thanks for sticking up for me back there" I said. I was sure I was blushing

He chuckled "I wasn't sticking up for you" My heart sank, yet another group that thought I was a loser "I was just telling her the truth" what?

"So you don't think I'm a loser?" I asked perking up a bit.

"No, as I said you sound and look perfectly normal to me" He said looking at me.

"Thanks, but you don't want to be friends with me, everyone will start hating you" I said telling him the truth.

"So? Who cares what other people think if you're having a good time and you have real friends who know you as you and not as everyone expects you to be"

"Look Edward I can't be friends with you my life is already complicated enough without a social life, for that fact I don't have the time for a social life, I'm sorry." I said turning around as the lesson begun, I was just telling the truth I didn't have time for a social life if I did who would look after the girls?

I started on the set work and finished it quickly. It was nearing the end of the period, although school was the only place I got alone time I hated it. It made me feel even more alone than I already was.

I started to feel nauseous and dizzy and I couldn't focus on one spot.

Suddenly everything went black and a searing pain burst at the back of my head.

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