Have you ever asked yourself if life could get any worse?
Has it ever actually jinxed you?
I mean who actually believes in that stuff. Completely pointless, right?
….right?
If you asked me if life could change in an instant, I would laugh and shake my head. Probably even tell you that things like that only happen in movies. But, man, was I wrong.
Where should I start? Don't even answer that, I know what you are going to say.
The beginning right?
Yeah well it isn't that easy.
What if there is no beginning, present, or end?
"Is that even possible?" you may ask.
Well it is for me.
How about we start with introductions?
I'm Sora Leonheart, a college sophomore just turning 20 in a couple months. Pretty exciting right?
Well I thought so too, until I got myself into this mess.
I grew up in, what I guess the perfect nuclear family family. I got everything I wanted as long as I gave my parents the grades they wanted. I had of course a sibling, and well, I thought he was perfect too. That's when things were normal and controlled. Reality isn't that bad once you get used to it. But chaos, I don't like chaos at all. Thing created by chaos do nothing but give me migraines.
I hate any type of migraine, whether it be headache or hammer to the head.
I know 'normal' sounds boring. Too regulated, nothing throwing any spice into the equation. I completely understand, but I like it. I know what your thinking, who likes a life ruled by regulations, laws, and rules I have no control over. Human nature needs a chance to be itself.
To be unique.
Pff, yeah I'm a real banjo cazovie.
Maybe it's because my life was always regulated and I'm not used to change.
Sure why not give that theory a chance?
A normal schedule for me is to; wake up, get ready, go to school, go home, eat, do homework, get ready for bed, and sleep. Take or leave out a couple things, this is pretty much the most basic of my daily routines.
Have I ever wanted it to change?
No.
I don't ever remember having or going through a teenage riot stage.
Yeah, you can imagine how happy my parents were and still are.
When I think of the worst that I've done, it's probably the time I yelled at my twin for writing on my face when I fell asleep on the table trying to do homework.
Yeah, that's the worst and I didn't even get grounded.
Do I have friends?
Well what do you think?
Yes, I do have friends. I don't spend time with them outside school but at school you have to be social to excel.
But of course he had to change everything.
How can your life change so fast, that you feel you have to stop and look back to digest what just happened?
Again I'm in college, as in I live on my own. I know right? How can someone like me possibly live on their on without their parents. Well it isn't that hard. The routine is exactly the same for each and every situation, the people around doesn't affect the cycle.
At least so I thought.