This was written in 07 and so I know its season 5 i think but this episode was the one where Jeanne writes Tony that letter he throws in the fireplace. If you know name please tell me so I can put it in chapter part so I don't forget. I am opening it up cause I want to do the whole team using songs. I just have to think of good songs to do and episodes I can reference using the lyrics.

I can say song is I'll be there for you by the Rembrandt's.

It was over, Jeanne was gone, her card was ash in a fireplace.

But he couldn't stop thinking about her. He had been in love, real pure love. The first woman he probably could openly admit marrying had been a hoax. He also knew he had no way of getting her back.

Tony sighed, finished typing his report then sat back in his chair and stared at the empty desk in front of him. Kate would have probably laughed at him or least smirked. He'd give her a look, she'd realize it was serious and apologize.

It wasn't Kate Todd that sat there anymore. Tony closed his eyes and turned on his I-pod McGee brought him for his birthday. The first song made him smile.

So no one told you life was going to be this way

Your jobs a joke, you're broke, your love life's DOA.

Yeah, poor Tony, always in trouble with women and his job.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
and it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year
but...

Before yesterday, Tony had been happy with his life but now, he didn't think any day would be as great as before.

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour

The first time he was with Ziva it rained. She thought of how she handed him a coffee with a small smile. She was pretty when she was just being kind he realized.

I'll be there for you
like I've been there before

"You're my Partner" her voice echoed in his head.

She was just like Kate, wanting him and the team to be safe.

Kate had been scared during his plague there was no denying that. He couldn't believe she had lied to him about having it, just to be there for him. But then, Kate was that person. She had been there for Tim on his first case, just sat and watched him, letting him know she was there.

I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

Ziva had taken a while to get used to. But now she, just like the rest, McGee, Abby, Ducky, Gibbs, Palmer and now Lee and Jen, became his family as well.

Partners. Tony vowed to protect Ziva, McGee and Gibbs just like they protected him.

You're still in bed at ten
and work began at eight
You've burned your breakfast
So far... things are going' great

That reminded him of the doughnut incident earlier that day and he laughed to himself. Ziva followed him in the restroom and now it occurred to Tony why. She wanted him to end it with Jeanne because she wanted to be with him or at least that was what Tony thought.

Your mother warned you there'd be days like these
Oh but she didn't tell you when the world has brought
You down to your knees that...

Jeffrey White, that was who Tony thought of right away. Kate had worried for him then as well. She actually cared for him more than his own mother.

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

No one could ever know me, No one could ever see me, Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me

That had to been Gibbs. Tony had no idea what he'd do without him. It was the main reason he had to give up on Jeanne. Between LJ and her there was no denying who he wanted. Who he needed more.

Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with

Ziva went back in his mind again but added McGee this time and Tony smiled not noticing the two had entered the room.

Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

That was McGee again. But of course, more laughing at, than with, except the day McGee had poison ivy on his face. Then he had to admit McGee made him laugh.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year...

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too

Yeah Tony had to choose now his team who was always there for him or the girl of his dreams. He opened his eyes and put his hands on the desk and found he couldn't move them after. McGee burst into laughter and took out Gibbs acetone and the superglue from his desk.

"Oops sorry Tony, guess I spilled something when I was over at your desk a minute ago" Tim said sweetly and Tony glared at him trying to get free. "McGee, that's my prank and what did you do to my computer?" Tony yelled.

McGee smiled and walked over and touched a key. "Oh I did nothing, I just wanted to give you these" McGee answered. He put down a cd player on Tony's desk and snapped headphones on his friends ears. He then pressed play and backed away.

"It's a small world after all, It's a small world after all" played and Tony's eyes went wide. "McGee!" He screamed and Tim ran off laughing.

Maybe it was time to reconsider that choice after all. Or maybe not, but Timmy would pay. Tony tried to shake off the headphone but they were stuck to his head. 'Oh you'll pay Timmy' he thought.

But Tony didn't doubt his choice. Sure, Jeanne was gorgeous, sweet, sexy and fun but this was his team. His family. You don't walk away from family.