I don't understand how we had got to this. When I met Dean I thought it would be forever.
But this time the truth was blinded by love. Me , Jo Harvelle I am going to find the truth, because of my story I am no longer scared of nothing. BRING IT ON.
There he was again, this perfect muscular figure with the most perfect face I have ever seen, in the same spot as every day, the only reason I walk down this road because it is sure not the scenery or the fact that its quicker for me to get to the shelter that I help out at, actually it adds another 20 minutes on my journey, the roads long and grey I always pick up my pace until I reach the perfect figure sat on the bench surrounded by, less perfect figures in my eyes.
I live...
Come to think of it I don't even know where we live, all I do know is that it will not be for long, my mother always gets herself into some kind of trouble with big men, then we run, she tells me that she can't help it, she has to help her addiction. My brother and me are like her parents my brother Max is 19 and me I am 17 we don't know our fathers so we can't go to them for help. I do ask my mom who my father is, her reply is " I don't know " or " I don't want to talk about it " so I guess I will never know.
My journey to the shelter is the only time I get out of the house, the only time I get to see the most beautiful guy I have ever laid eyes on . I tend to stay at home, well I guess that's what normal people would call the place they live. Home. It's more like a wore down hut amongst crack dens and broken down shops. My room is the only place I can escape, its only little but its mine and I can do what I want with it. At the moment there's no colour, or bed because we don't have the money for that, so one mattress and a lot of imagination.
Max does all he can to help with the money situation I don't know what he does but he does stay out mostly all day and sometimes nights, I don't bother to ask I don't want to know, all I do know is that on my 18th birthday I am gone and I am going to move to California and have a great life, nice house, loads of money and a big family, three girls and 2 boys would be good enough for me although I don't really mind I will love them all the same.
