A/N: Hello to everyone reading this, I know it's been a while since my last update, please forgive me for the slowness but I went back to school early this year and have had serious writers block ever since. So I decide to try going back to the start and seeing if that helped (due to a friend pointing it out). From this I then wrote this prologue maybe it will clear up some confusion that I know has been present. Please bear with for the next chapter it is coming and I now have a few ideas
Prologue-The begins of November
Everything in my life changed that day, that year. It was the fight that changed all of the paths we were on it changed the way things should have been. How could this have happened was fate really being this cruel? To loses everything, a home, a family… the person who you loved. How do you cope when the very things that used to hold you up and help you suddenly turn against you? How do you let someone in again when everything you ever did was used against you? Could I trust again? All I knew was that it was time to move again to keep myself safe time to pose in that same old role again until nothing but that happened. The constant flow of guilt. Oh how the never ending guilt never left, I let this happen, I let this change me, and I let HIM change me. Never again. Here I was back in front of the school of one of the most out of way places I could find, where only two people in all the world knew where I was and even then I didn't trust them with my address, luckily for me I changed the name on the deed to someone they don't know. But what if for once I could just trust again what if for once I could let go of the old path that fate had set out for me and follow this new one. I hope to god that this new path leads me to be a better person than before.