How long, I wondered, should I sit here and watch my one and only love be hurt. One to many times I thought that it was put of love and not anger that I would loath others and their 'perfect' lives. My one and only love was none other than sweet, innocent, Johnny Cade. Every day I would wait outside his house with him and Ponyboy and rare occasions, Dallas. We would wait until he came out of his house with what he neede and might I say, he did not need much seeing as he stayed at the Cutis household quite often. My name for future notice is Jaylin. Yes, I know quite a formal name but my parents weren't interesting like the Curtis parents. before they were blown in the accident, Darrel wouldn't be working quite as hard as he does. Before the accident, he had plenty of time to be with his girlfriend. Dahliah was his girlfriend until he stated that he was going to break up with her seeing as he had to take care of a 13 year old Ponyboy and a 16 year old Sodapop.
My life isn't that simple either. You see I have to take care of my 3 year old little sister Kaylie. She is one of the cutest little people on the earth. I have no time to take care of anyone else but her but that doesn't mean I won't try. I will be there for anyone who needs me. I love Johnny and that is the way it has been for the past 2 years. I am not just have ing one of those fuckin' crushes that all the girls seem to have on Sodapop. No, I am in LOVE with Johnny. My life with my family is somewhat good, that is, until Johnny starts talking to me which it seems that he opens up to me about everything. He and my sister are my life. If his father ever touches him again I swear I will go strait over to his place and, just like a month ago, beat that fucking bastards head in. I hate his father. Even if Johnny says that he loves his father I HATE his father.
1 month time skip
Johnny pov
I'm not sure why I have these feelings but I'm liking what I feel even if I waje up in the morning after having a super active dream about Jaylin. I always will wake up with a hard on and then of course I will get rid of it in the shower.
This morning was no different. However, I actually remembered my dream and my erection started to throb in pain. I had no chioce right then and there I had to get rid of it...
Are you sure that you are ready to give your virginity?
Please, JOHNNY!
It'll hurt at first you know.
I don't give a fuck just fuckin' take me.
I had no choice so I thrust into her moaning out her name and she whimpered in pain so I started to suck and fundle her breasts. I neede this.
She imediately started to moan from the pleasure was giving her.
Johnny...ugh... please..more
I did exactly that. I started to pick up my pace.
Please...Johnny...ngh...JOHNNY!
I hadn't finished yet so I started to fuck her faster and faster. I went deeper and moaned louder. I couldn't take it anymore. JAYLIN! those were my last words to her that I could even say besides the I love you's that we both said at the end.
Whoah Johnny man, you really made a mess of the couch.
"Sorry", I said.
" Its fine just if you need to start jacking off go to the bathroom."
Then my worst fear came up.
"So, you have a thing for Jaylin do ya?"
"Ya", was all I could say.