My first Song-fic in Angel's POV! Win!

I know it's my fault. No one will say so, but I know it is.

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much

To know that I tore the Flock apart. I ruined Max.

And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go

I could never let the Flock go.

But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I don't know them. They're different. And it's my fault. I turned them against Max. I ruined her life. Bit by Bit. Piece by piece.

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright

Max doesn't realize that I see through her lies. Nothing is alright. It won't be. for at least twenty years.

And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

I'll be pretending to believe you.

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I want to leave. Maybe if I do, everything can be better. But I can't bring myself to. I could tear the Flock up even more. And I'd miss them so much.

Let this go, let this go

I'll never let myself stop feeling the quilt. The pain that everyone else feels.

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

And I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

I don't know Max anymore. She's not the same. She's an empty shell of self pity and sadness.

And I will find a way to fix it.

Short. And Simple. Just the way I hate it... Haha.

R&R