Can I really go out with Jake as Hannah Montana and then go out with someone else as Miley? Wouldn't that be cheating?
These are the kinds of questions that kept me up all night last night. My alarm clock went off just as I started to doze off. Of course my alarm clock is Jackson screaming to get up, but at least it works.
I head downstairs to find Oliver sitting on my couch waiting for me
He can't see me like this, I'm still in my PJs, of course, Oliver's my best friend, what's it matter how I look like. Why do I care about what he thinks?
I don't know what's come over me lately, but every time I see Oliver, I start worrying about what I look like. We've been best friends forever, yet I can't seem to stop myself from acting all self-conscious around him.
OMG, I haven't even done my hair yet!
Ends up neither had Oliver; his mom forced him out of the house early so she could start her freak-out-start-spring-cleaning-early-day.
"Hey Miles, can I use your bathroom real quick? No way can I impress the ladies with hair like this," is my greeting.
"Ya, go ahead" man, my bathroom's a mess and there's makeup all over, man, why can't I just get over this?
Oliver and I walk silently to school, and I start thinking about this again. Jake's only been back from Romania for a month, but when he came back Miley Stewart had kinda gotten over the kiss, and Jake decided to ask Hannah Montana out.
I don't have a problem with Jake going out with Hannah, but does that mean that I, as Miley, can't go out with anyone?
Oliver and I got to school, barely saying a word as we went to our first period. I just keep thinking about how distracted I am around him this morning, and I wonder what's goin' on with me. I like Jake, but he's so 'job's the most important', he doesn't live anything but his superstar life, even at school. I don't want to date someone who's all superstar, but Hannah can. I just wonder if…
"Miley!"
I love how he always manages to burst my daydream bubbles.
"What?"
"Mr. Roberts is looking at you like he's about to ask you a stupid question about some old dead used-to-be-famous guy in history" Oliver warns as I look up to see Mr. Roberts staring at me.
"Thanks for the heads up."
"That's what friends are for"
Friends, maybe that's all we're meant to be. Maybe we are supposed to be best friends.
Inside something told me that wasn't how I wanted our relationship to be…but I didn't know why I felt like that.