Hikari: Hello, boys and girls! Here I am again, your beloved crappy author! XD

Ok. Sooo before you people continue to the story I just want to say one thing "Im VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED!" Why does GEB have few FFs? GEB is an ass-kickin' game! :

[WARNING: This story contains a bitter-sweet truth about OC X Soma fans.. im also very teary when i was writing this..This hurt soo much! So, yeah] Oh yeah! ONCE AGAIN SPECIALTHANKS TO Manaxsavior

Disclaimer: I do not own GEB if I did, I should put more clothes for crafting and some of those clothes are Lolita outfits and for other cosplay needs XD


Why? Am I useless?

It's been only a 3 days since the 1st unit lost Shio and saved humankind. Kota was doing his best not to fall into depression as the others did. Alisa sometimes locks herself in her room but tried her best to smile. Sakuya she still mourned over Lindow but tried her best to comfort Alisa. Then there's Soma: the person that was most attached to her. He still locked himself in his room. They hardly ever see him. The same thing applied to their Leader. They would hear sobbing coming from her room on nights where The Den fell quiet enough to hear. Why was she depressed? Shouldn't she be happy that her rival was gone? No..that wasn't the case.

Hikari, she already gave up on her love...

FLASHBACK

[Shio and Hikari were the only ones left, the other were requested on a mission and Dr. Sakaki went out to get some cores]

"Ne, Shio do love Soma?" Hikari sat next to Shio on her bed.

"Love?" Shio titled her head a little

Hikari giggled "You see, Love is when you have someone really REALLY important, and you can't live without them!"

"Ohhh" Shio though for a moment replied with a grin on her face "Yesh! Shio loves Soma!"

Hikari giggled once more and stared at the drawings on the wall. She avoided eye contact with the aragami girl as much as possible. "Ne, Shio, you know that I love Soma too, right?" Hikari glanced over in Shio's direction.

"..." no answer Shio just stared at her, Hikari ruffled Shio's hair and said "No worries I'm not a rival!"

Shio looked at her with curious eyes "A...ri...val?" Hikari smiled at her "Ne, Shio do you think I should give up on Love?" Her expression was mixed with pain; even so she tried to smile.

"No, you can't give..up on Love! Leader will die!" Shio looked at her with pleading eyes, Hikari's eyes was still focused on the drawings

"Ne, Shio do you want Leader to live?" Hikari finally looked at her with eyes full tenderness; Shio nodded her head almost instantly "Then make me a promise..." She said

"A promise?" Shio nodded hesitantly

Hiker looked at her eyes "Promise me that you'll never make Soma lonely, that you'll never leave his side.." tears treated to fall, she quickly wiped away the tears with her sleeve.

Shio tightly held her hand "Shio promises, Leader!"

Hikari smiled 'They would make a good couple' she laughed inwardly at her own bitterness.

"Let's go and see if there's food already, Ne?" Hikari made her way through the door and stretched her hand towards Shio, Shio smiled "Yay, Food! I'm ready to eat!"

End of flashback

She laughed at herself, It was close to impossible for Shio to stay forever. She knew that. Shio may have broken her promise, but she didn't forget hers. She kept her word she will never be her rival.

Hikari rose from her bed and made her way through the door. Looking at Soma's door, she let out a sad smile.

Shio maybe gone but not forgotten, pressing the elevator button that would lead her to the entrance, Hikari breathed deeply and placed her usual poker face mask, knowing that there's nothing she could do but to stay strong, after all...

She's just the leader, nothing more...


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Oh and also forget about grammar errors...Im doing my very best to get a Beta-reader... (-_-")

Because... I don't want to trouble anyone..BUT still Mana~chan is the best English and Fanfic sensei that i ever had! :D

I you review..ill recommend you a nice 4 one-shot manga : (just PM me XD ... im serious. )

(-_-) This is how serious Iam about that manga..