A/N: Here I am with a Gundam Wing fic!! o.o!! I was feeling depressed and
felt the need to depress Duo. Please remember to review, yeah, reviews make
me happy! This is slightly AU. The g-boys are 16, and have known each other
and have been fighting since they were 11. Chapter one is written in Duo's
POV. Yeah, so, please review.
Peace and Love
~Willow~
Warnings: Duo x Quatre (2x4)
Crazy things
People always do crazy things when they're in love.
Do you know what it's like to have a secret? A secret that, if it was found out, would change your life forever? And it wouldn't be a good change either.
You see, I am in love with my best friend, and he's a guy. The only problem is, I'm a guy too. All the girls swoon over him, but he never seems interested. It makes me hope.
Every time he comes into the same room as me, or when he hugs me, or smiles at me, my heart skips a beat and my breath catches in my throat. His eyes are deep pools of aqua blue-green that I could spend forever in, and his hair is like sunshine.
I guess I've known for a while now. People say that you do know, you just never admit it to yourself. They theory works for me. I recently broke up with my girlfriend, we weren't actually together, we were just sort of there, for me, she was my girlfriend so that I could prove to myself that I wasn't gay, and that I was interested in girls, with her, it was the other way around. But she was cool with that.
Back onto the subject of my best friend, he's the most innocent person I know, he's sweet, hates fighting, drinks out of a teeny weeny cup and he's so nice to everyone! He's so cute! And, he's also bloody hot! Sure, for most people, pink shirts aren't a turn on, but phew! He is hot. H-O-T hot!
Then there's me, Shinigami. The 'bouncy', 'happy go lucky', trouble free and careless joker. None of the others ever really tried to get to know me except Quatre, and I guess that's what got me liking him.
When did it start? Well, it started out as a crush, y'know, 'wow, he's so cute', or 'hot, hot, hot' and then, I realised that I loved him when I woke up from my comatose state. I'd tried to commit suicide, and it tore him apart, even though he hardly knew me. I promised him then, that I would never worry him, never hurt him and never leave him. And even now, I stick by that promise.
His hair, it's like the sunshine, only lighter and more gorgeous. And don't get me started on his eyes. I guess I always hoped that he'd y'know, care for me too, in *that* way. But it's never gonna happen. So I wear this mask, the happy glint in my amethyst eyes is totally fake, as is the smile on my face. The pain I felt when I broke up with Heero was not even half of the pain I feel when I look at Quatre. The dull ache in the area where my heart is, it's ignorable, but he isn't. And it hurts. God does it hurt.
It hurts to see what I want, but know that I'll never get it. He has been my every wish on every star, on every birthday candle, on every bloody penny thrown into every bloody fountain.
Life isn't fair. Quatre, why can't I have you? Why can't I find lasting love? Why? God tell me why?!
End of chapter one.
A/N: Hey people, it's me again. Sure, no cliff hanger, but believe me, I make up for it in the next chapter. So, please review, it'll make me write faster. And, be gentle, it is after all, my first Gundam fic. Thankies!
Peace and Love
~Willow~
Peace and Love
~Willow~
Warnings: Duo x Quatre (2x4)
Crazy things
People always do crazy things when they're in love.
Do you know what it's like to have a secret? A secret that, if it was found out, would change your life forever? And it wouldn't be a good change either.
You see, I am in love with my best friend, and he's a guy. The only problem is, I'm a guy too. All the girls swoon over him, but he never seems interested. It makes me hope.
Every time he comes into the same room as me, or when he hugs me, or smiles at me, my heart skips a beat and my breath catches in my throat. His eyes are deep pools of aqua blue-green that I could spend forever in, and his hair is like sunshine.
I guess I've known for a while now. People say that you do know, you just never admit it to yourself. They theory works for me. I recently broke up with my girlfriend, we weren't actually together, we were just sort of there, for me, she was my girlfriend so that I could prove to myself that I wasn't gay, and that I was interested in girls, with her, it was the other way around. But she was cool with that.
Back onto the subject of my best friend, he's the most innocent person I know, he's sweet, hates fighting, drinks out of a teeny weeny cup and he's so nice to everyone! He's so cute! And, he's also bloody hot! Sure, for most people, pink shirts aren't a turn on, but phew! He is hot. H-O-T hot!
Then there's me, Shinigami. The 'bouncy', 'happy go lucky', trouble free and careless joker. None of the others ever really tried to get to know me except Quatre, and I guess that's what got me liking him.
When did it start? Well, it started out as a crush, y'know, 'wow, he's so cute', or 'hot, hot, hot' and then, I realised that I loved him when I woke up from my comatose state. I'd tried to commit suicide, and it tore him apart, even though he hardly knew me. I promised him then, that I would never worry him, never hurt him and never leave him. And even now, I stick by that promise.
His hair, it's like the sunshine, only lighter and more gorgeous. And don't get me started on his eyes. I guess I always hoped that he'd y'know, care for me too, in *that* way. But it's never gonna happen. So I wear this mask, the happy glint in my amethyst eyes is totally fake, as is the smile on my face. The pain I felt when I broke up with Heero was not even half of the pain I feel when I look at Quatre. The dull ache in the area where my heart is, it's ignorable, but he isn't. And it hurts. God does it hurt.
It hurts to see what I want, but know that I'll never get it. He has been my every wish on every star, on every birthday candle, on every bloody penny thrown into every bloody fountain.
Life isn't fair. Quatre, why can't I have you? Why can't I find lasting love? Why? God tell me why?!
End of chapter one.
A/N: Hey people, it's me again. Sure, no cliff hanger, but believe me, I make up for it in the next chapter. So, please review, it'll make me write faster. And, be gentle, it is after all, my first Gundam fic. Thankies!
Peace and Love
~Willow~