I opened the letter with my name in perfect, concise and practiced cursive on the front. My heartbeat starts to escalate; my hands start to perspire in anxiousness as the first two words draw my eye, the words 'I'm sorry'. The words frequently spoken from her lips, words that hadn't made much of a difference but now, had taken my heart from me; My way of life, my happiness, and breath taken from such trivial words but still detrimental to me in every way.
"Jacob?" Billy wheeled into the living room to see me storm from the house "Jacob! Are you-"I no longer hear him as I phase and charge into the woods. Whimpering and snarling as I weaved, ducked and dodged my way through the trees and branches.
'How could she do this to me? I thought we were….' I trailed off 'nothing. Absolutely fucking nothing.' Breaking through the tree line I made it to the bluff I frequently vacated for thinking 'what is wrong with me?' I sit and stare at my hands in disgust 'was I, am I not good enough to be cared for like that?' I balled up my hands and punched the dewed grass in frustration. I flinched a quickly dressed into my shorts when I heard footsteps behind me. I turned to the newcomer.
"How did you find me?" I growled out attempting to hide my weakened state
"Followed your scent" he shrugged and sat next to me. I looked at him skepticly.
"what do you want?"
"to see if youre alright"
"youre full of shit" I glared at him "what the real reason paul" he winced
"guess I deserve that" paul slowly inclined his head to meet my eyes
"so, what is it? Just wanted to see me cry so I can poke fun?" I looked away "go ahead, doesn't matter anymore" I mumbled
Paul said and gently pulled my head back to face him "I do care about you you know?" I scoff "I do, more, more than I should" my eyes widen a little
"what the hell are you talking about?"
"im saying," he took a deep breath and let Jacob go "I like you, I guess"
My jaw opened in mild surprise "paul, I…"
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