The Ripa in our Blood

by SAreios

Alexis komm Trikru is trapped as a Ripa despite her wish to become free. How is she supposed to become free, while being addicted to the heavenly reddish drug. The Mountain Men don't realise what power they have over the Commander with her as their 'prisoner'. (Kinda angsty in the beginning, feel free to correct any mistakes or just tell me what you thought :)

1. Chapter 1

Everyday a part of my soul disappear. With every life I take a part of me is gone, never to be found again.

I don't know who I am anymore.

Why am I here? Here in this forest seeking for blood. I see people I knew from before, and rip them viciously.

I feel this deep rage inside of me. It scares me. It wants me to rip everything that crosses my path apart. Human? Animal? Living being? It doesn't matter and I can't stop it.

I feel like a caged animal doing this without choice, how am I supposed to get it, the red heaven, without doing this?

I feel trapped, I can't do this on my own, it's impossible.

Somebody, please help me, before I am completely lost, I'm afraid that day might be sooner than I want to admit.