(A/N: This is my first fanfic and it's a songfic… this is just the first part. Enjoy! Please read and review… I know it kinda sucks. DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING MEG CABOT AND SIMPLE PLAN OWN IT thank you.)

I'd Do Anything - Simple Plan

Jesse's POV

I 'materialize', as you would say, in your room and sit down on the window seat. As soon as I come, Spike scratches at the window and I open it, letting him in. As I put him on my leg and pet him, he purrs loudly. My thoughts move on to you.

( Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting )

Suze's POV

When Father Dominic told me that Jesse had chosen to leave, I could not believe it. All these past weeks, I had thought he at least felt something for me. I mean, after all that I've done for him... Going back to the Shadowland to get him... He kissed me after that. Now I realized that it was all a mistake. A huge mistake.

( And I wrote this letter in my head
Cuz so many things were left unsaid
But now you're gone
And I can't think straight )

Jesse's POV

For a century and a half, I have been... floating around, I should say, deprived of any companions. At first I thought I must have sinned greatly to be put here, in the world of living, and watch as my family passes away before my eyes. That I was not the obedient son I thought I was.

Then you came along.

Susannah... Such a beautiful name. At first I thought that God was now forgiving me of my sins. I felt more alive than I had been for the past 170 years, 20 of them living, 150 dead.

As you come out of the bathroom, I can sense anger in every fibre of your being. I try to make you understand... that this is for the best. You deserve someone more than me... You deserve someone alive.

( This could be the one last chance
To make you understand )

But then I realize I don't want to go. After Maria and that... bastardo Diego were exorcized... That time when I kissed you. I finally realized that though I tried so hard not to... I've fallen in love.

( I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Cuz somehow I can't put you in the past )

Suze's POV

I stiffened up when I saw Jesse. I blinked in what I hoped was a very cool manner. I knew I was being rude when I talked to him. Mean, even. But didn't he know he was breaking my heart?

( I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
Cuz I know I won't forget you... )