A/N: Some poems to warm you guys up to the holiday season! Have a great winter vacation!

Presents:

a sweater

so simple

so sweet

so warm

full of love

full of your delicious

gingerbread

scent

my favorite smell

a rambeling

poem for you

a sweater for me

snow

fluff

just like us

a blizzard

me

flurries full of joy

and perfect for sleding and snowmen

you

you make gingerbred houses with

sprinkels for snow

even when its a blizzard

you just smile and taste

the sweetness and you just smile

immaculate

holiday cards

filled with perfect photos

from piedmont, ca

where I just might visit if I can

this winter break

my parents only care if I can still bleed

when I come home

anyway

so what would at little kiss do?

make me strong enough to refuse?

knowing that I am loved

as much as you make me feel might not be

so bad for me

but it would spell

D-I-S-A-S-T-E-R

for my parents plans

evil

even on the holidays

because if I don't hurt

they can't live with

their failures

you are not selfish

you sent me a gift.

I did not even think to get you something

not anything

other than

these

terrible poems

they are selfish

because all I'm really saying is

come back

please.

I'll mail these to you.

they'll get there on New Years' day.

You made sure

the sweater got here before Christmas

so I could open it day of.

But thank you.

By reading these, Mabel,

I feel a little bit more alive.