I hated him

I hated him more than I could describe

His evil smile

His confident air

His words, pure poison

But his smile

Though evil

Was charming

His confidence

Though annoying

Was contagious

His words

Though poison

Were warm

I loved him

I loved him with all my heart

I held him

I held him to my chest

I poured out my soul

Reveled everything

But in the end

I was betrayed

I knew he was evil

I knew he was dangerous

I knew he was poison

But I fell anyway

I hate him

Hate him with everything I am

I knew it was wrong

But still I fell

And now?

Hate boils inside me

Brighter than any flame

You can see it in my eyes

glowing a wispy red

I will never again know love

For only hate fills me now

I will never again know kindness

For now I only want

Blood