Dear diary,

Chad and me have taken it to the next level. It was the best night of my life. We have been going out for a year and I felt I was ready to go all the way with him. Mum had gone out and I had invited him over for a movie and pizza.

Flash back.

He chose to watch scream. I am no good with horrors so I spent most of the time hiding my head in his neck with his arms wrapped around me. Half way through the film he paused it and turned to me.

"I'm going to get a drink do you want one?" I shuck my head.

I was just sat there trying to think of away to bring up the topic but couldn't think of a way. When he came back into the room he had the biggest beautiful smile on his face and my heart melted. He sat next to me just looking at me for a short while then he took something out of my hair. He was looking deep into my eyes and my body acted on it's own.

I grabbed him and began kissing him. I pushed him against the back of the sofa then knelt over him. I started to unbutton his shirt and just has I reached the bottom button he pulled away.

"Are you sure?"

I smiled what I hoped was a seductive smile then pulled off my shirt. I looked at my body then smile too.

I began to kiss him again. His hands slid around my waist and up my back to my bra strap, which he unclasped. He took my bra off then kissed down my neck and chest until he reached one of my breasts. He slipped the nipple into his mouth and began to nibble and suck it. He also rubbed circles around my other nipple. I arched my back into him and my hands tangled into his hair. My head fell back as a moan escaped my lips.

I wanted to go to my room, to my bed where we would be more comfortable. I stood up and he looked up at me frowning. I smiled and pulled him up by his shirt then sliding it off. I took his hand and pulled him towards my room.

Once in my room I set to work on unbuttoning and unzipping his trousers. Then I slid the off along with his boxers. He was stood in front of me completely naked. I bit my bottom lip and my heart began to race. He smiled down at me then pushed me against the wall crushing his lips down on mine.

His hands ran down my ribs the around the waistband of my trousers. He stopped at my button, hesitating for a second before unfastening them. He did as I did and slid my trousers and underwear down together. He grabbed one of my legs and pulled it up around his waist. I jumped up and wrapped both my legs around him. I felt him move the he dropped me onto the bed. He lent down close to my ear and asked,

"Are you ready?" I nodded. "It may hurt." He warned.

He grabbed on of my leg and pulled it up to grant him better access then in one quick motion he was inside of me. The pain was like nothing I had felt before and tears spilled from my eyes. I held onto Chad has tight as I could and he did the same with me whispering,

"I'm sorry. I thought it would be best to do it quick we can stop."

"It's ok. Just give me a minuet."

He placed tiny kisses on my cheeks, fore head, nose and mouth. Once the pain had completely gone I whispered to him,

"You can continue."

He pulled out then pushed back in slowly. The pain was there but not has bad has before. The pain quickly changed to pleasure and he started to speed up.

The pleasure was building and I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it ant longer.

"Chad. I'm so close."

He began to pound into me harder and faster until all the pleasure that had been collecting in one spot exploded through out my body. After a few more pumps he spilled inside of me.

He stayed on top of me a few minuets then he rolled off of me and pulled me close wrapping my bed sheet around us. He held me close and I held him close. He kissed the top of my head and we both fell to sleep. We stay entwined all night. It was the best night of my life so far.