I hate that they can walk over me.
I hate that they think I'm just a man with a big ego.
For what I am they think me a fool.
But I now know that I am what I am.
I am alone in this world for fate made it so.
Even with one's who care about me.
Who love me or
love to hate me.
Even then I feel the pain of being alone.
I hide my true self away.
for the one's I care about may leave and
hate me for it.
I feel no pain at time's.
I don't cry at sad things.
I laugh at other's pain.
I have dark mind at time's.
But...
I care and fight to help the one's I care for.
Even in the end I get there pain.
It's always there makeing my thought's of dark and light mix.
Light win's most of the time.
But the dark is still there.
It just's sits there and grow's and the pain grow's.
I have all way's been alone.
And now I know that I must try harder to win this fight as I have before in all these war's I have been in with france,austria, and the world.
I am prussia or was now I am a man with a fake name for my true one is not mine any more.
I am a loner I always was but for a time I had one who knew my pain had dark act's put on them but I out lived him as all of my king's.
I miss you old man.
And I am sorry that I let it get like this but you know damanding family is.
How was I to watch him go to war alone.
For I am all alone to in this world to.
Now a day's if you call war on to a country.
Your all alone in that.
But what of england or america.
there where...no there still like I was.
But it still came to be.
I was not the one but there hate came to me.
For I was about order and my army was one of the best.
But why my brother was the blade use in this I was the hilt and that damn austrian was just cuting at air.
And my people pay the worst price there land there home's yes my history is in the books but I'm now just a name in a history book if you ask a kid now of days what's prussia? they say what's that a city some where?
So old man I ask of you why?
Why am I still here?