"I don't look to the future any more. Only the past."
Most people don't truly understand who I am. They know little things about me, small details in appearance, and tiny characteristics of who I present myself as. Most people don't even understand the simple meaning of truly being alone.
I separate myself because my purpose is different than others. I follow a path that no one else is able to walk. No one else is able to fulfill any needs, any purpose such as mine, they themselves would go insane. They would drown, in darkness, in blood, in hatred.
I am an Avenger. As an Avenger, my purpose is to create a clean slate- wipe all those who have fought for wrong, brought war and pain, purposely torture those who are weak, those who've solidified their own hatred and turned it into violence towards the innocents.
My path in life is a dark, deep, bloody path. That is why nobody can understand me. Why nobody can follow me. My past is full of anger, hatred, suffering, and pain. As are the pasts of the others that have suffered as I have. We each fight for a different outcome, but our duties are the same.
We fight, we kill, we recreate for our pasts. We will spill the blood of hatred for our pasts. We will break through the barriers of suffering in order to protect those in our pasts. The future does not matter when you have but a mere lifetime to avenge the suffering from throughout your past.
I have been surrounded by others. I have been scared. I have been hurt, beaten. I have been torn apart from the utterly painful rationality of two decisions, so different, so far apart. I have been stupid, foolish, ignorant. I have been loved. I have been left behind.
Now, I am alone. I have been left to weed out the sufferers, from those doomed to die by an Avenger's hands. By my hands.
"It is only those who have neither fired a shot nor heard the shrieks and groans of the wounded who cry aloud for blood, more vengeance, more desolation. War is hell."