It's been 4 months since out first run towards the Shiganshina District…
It's been 4 months since we found out the identity of the female titan…
It's been 4 months since we captured Annie, and brought her back for questioning.
And… it's been 4 months since we lost half of the Scout Legion, friends and
allies, and the entirety of squad Levi, minus myself and the Corporal. But still…
Eld, Gunther, Oluo, and Petra… It's still hard to believe that they're all gone.
and what makes it even worse, is that they all gave their lives in order to protect
me, Eren Jaeger… And I will never be able to forgive myself, not even if I
manage to wipe out all the titans, not even if I get revenge for every single one of
my comrades who gave their lives in order to protect m-…
"Jaeger! What the hell are you doing?!" I quickly slam my notebook shut and turn around, only to find the Corporal standing directly behind me. And just by looking at his face, I could already tell that he was pissed off at me… again. "Are you going to make me repeat myself Jaeger?" "No, Sir.. I was umm… just finishing up a report for the Captain… that's all.." "Oh really? Then you wouldn't mind if I take a look, would you?" "Umm… but, Sir, I-" And before I could even finish my sentence, I was on the my back, on the opposite side of the room, with Levi sitting at my desk, going through my notebook.
My heart started pounding so loudly, I was sure the Corporal could here it. And even though part of me was terrified at what he would say, I couldn't help but smile, seeing him sitting there, legs crossed, the notebook in one hand, his other resting on his inner thigh. And that right there is where my gaze fell. How I would love it if my hand could be where his was, sliding closer and closer to hi- " Hey, Jaeger." "Uh… yes Corporal?" I say, a blush slowly creeping onto my face, my heart pounding ever louder than it was earlier. "How long have you felt this way?" "What way would that be Sir?" "Oh, don't play dumb with me brat!" The Corporal yelled as he stepped away from the desk, making his way towards me. "How long have you felt hated by everyone here? And, more importantly, how long have you felt hated by me?'
As he said that last phrase, his face got closer to mine, and my body instantly froze. "Well Sir… ever since out last mission. I mean it did fail because of me… because I was too weak, too scared, to trans-" "That's enough.. I don't need to hear anymore Jaeger." interrupted Levi. I quickly looked down, setting my gaze anywhere but his face. " Now, why would you think that Eren?" "Think what Sir?" "That we all hated you?" he replied. I decided to risk looking at his face, and instant I did, my heart stopped. Levi was looking a me, straight into my eyes with the most pained expression. An expression that screamed Why? Why do you have little faith in me? "Well, Sir, I just assumed so.." "Why?" "Well, umm.. I am the reason the mission failed, and that all of squad Levi is…" "Yes, the mission failed because you hesitated, but my… our team… they died because they knew they had to protect you." "That's my exact point Corporal! Why did they have to protect me?! Both you and I know that I'm better off dead! So why, Sir, did you not just let me die?! Everyone would be alive right now if onl-"
"Listen here you brat!" Levi exclaimed, my face now in his hands, his face inches, no centimeters, away from mine. "Just stop Jaeger. We need you alive… I need you alive!" I couldn't believe what I just heard come from the corporals mouth! He… needed me? "Levi… Sir… what do you mean you need me alive..?" "Isn't it obvious, Eren?" Levi replied, getting so close to my face that I could feel his warm breath on my neck. "You're the one person I couldn't stand to lose." And with that, Levi's mouth was on mine, his tongue dancing with mind. I couldn't believe what was happening! We stayed that way for what felt like forever before he finally broke it off, both of us panting, out of breath, and blushing deep shades of red.
I quickly looked away, too confused and embarrassed to look him in the eyes after what just happened. An eternity went by before Levi finally said "Yo Jaeger." Yes Sir…?" "…Will you please stop thinking we hate you, if not everyone else, then at least me? After all, I normally don't kiss the people I despise." "Yes sir… but, umm…" "What is it now Eren? "Umm… it's nothing Corporal…" "Hmm.. Alright then.." Levi mumbled as he quickly got up to leave. But just before doing so, he turned back towards me. "Hey brat, I remembered why I came up here to begin with." he said. "Why's that?" I ask, feeling the blush return to my face. "There's a meeting in 5... You better fucking be there." And with that, he was gone…
*Sorry if it's a little iffy. This is my first fanfic. Hope you enjoy though. Thoughts and comments would be nice! (:*