New Nightmares

Prologue

My name is, Jewel Oakley Yale.

Or as my family used to say JOY.

Despite my name, there was very little joy, in my life. Things never really started out well for me.

When I was 6 my mother ran off with another man. She just left family and I alone. Since my dad never had a sister, he knew very little about how to take care of young girls. As a result, I had to learn all the girl necessities of growing up myself, but I also got take care of my sister, which strangely enough…….I really enjoyed it. Rachel and I were best friends, its hard not to be when the only girl you can go to in your family, is your sister.

Rachel and I were always unique. Even though we were sisters, Rachel looked exactly like my father, where as I looked like my mother.

Rachel had inherited the Yale's interesting eye color. Purple. There was a very distinctive history of many members from my fathers side of the family harboring purple eyes. Yes, it's a real eye color, and yes, it's very rare. Rachel's hair was a soft brown, with stunning golden highlights. Even though her hair only reached her shoulders, it somehow always blew with the breeze. Rachel always seems to find clothes that fit her frame amazingly well. Despite the two years age differences, Rachel loomed at whole 3 inches above me by the time she was 13. That would've been two years ago. It's amazing that two years ago she was 5'7, who knows how much she could've grown since then. If she was still alive, she would most likely be a model.

I really missed my sister. I would share with everyone what happened to her. But to do that, I would have to relive the day. That's something I just couldn't do. That was the day I lost everything, the day when It seemed I was lost forever in the shadow's of the world. All because of her.

Forks is because of her. That's the only thing I have to thank her for. She gave me forks. She essentially brought me here. To my 'happy' place. Or at least the happiest I could get after what she did.

No. I cant do this. It's too hard. All the memories that took so long to repress are flooding my mind. My past was another story for another day. Another day, when I'm stronger, a day when the light is back into my life. A day when I can remember things without bawling for hours on end. Another day.

Okay. So this is my new story I'm putting out.

It's a Twilight story. It centers around Jacob/OC. But it's also kind of just being inside of the Twilight world. The main characters name was supposed to be Phoenix Traitor. Which means blood trader. But I thought it fit to change the name. I like that fact that her initials spell out JOY.

No this is not the first chapter. It's just the prologue; it explains some stuff about the main character, like why she is sooooooo emo. The first chapter will have actual explanations and events in it. So yes please stick around for the actual first chapter seeing as how this prologue absolutely sucks.

-Rin-