Feeling Your Heart is Impossible: Chapter 1- You & I

It all happened not to long ago before i met an un-timely demise... But let me save that for later and i'll tell you my story from the beginning. I promise i will not skip any details.

-3 years ago-

"Mei don't even worry if we don't end up in the same team..."

How can I not worry... We were always sitting and chatting. I wouldn't want to change anything...

"Mei?"

There he goes again... speaking when all i want is silence.

"Oh! Sorry Kiba!" I began to speak " Haha yeah! No worries whatsoever!"

Lies. All i spoke was lies to him that I wouldn't worry.

"Here are the teams!" Iruka-sensei had roared. Oh how i dreaded this day...

Slowly people began to be teamed up and my name or Kiba's were not called, and hope began to shine through!

"Team 8: Shino Aburame, Hinata Hyuuga, and Kiba Inuzuka." Iruka announced.

And that was it. He was gone to become a much better ninja with much better people .

"Aw man!" Kiba sighed "Bug boy and blind eyes?"

I could only smile and say ," It'll be okay! It won't be bad!" Trying to encourage him to go on was all i could do to prevent myself from letting the tears fall in a down pour.

"Team 13: Mei Ruyuzaki, Ichito Chu, and Takashi Ayakanoru." Iruka had announced my team, The unlucky 13, the last team.

Kiba grabbed my hand to shake it as if i was just another guy "Well Mei!" he began ,"Good Luck!"

Then he was gone with his new sensei and team, and there i was alone with my new team mates. and sensei.

- Flashback ends -

Oh but that was all in the past...

I sat there in a daze thinking about the past and brought forth no prevail.

"Mei! Pay attention we are kind of in the middle of a mission!" Takashi shouted as we leeped from tree branch to tree branch.

I growled at his comment and he began to rant about my attitude and such.

Takashi Ayakanoru. 17 years old. Black hair and brown eyes. Fair skin and is very built. He has a huge atittude and we clash all the time...

"Would you shut up already the enemy does not need to know anything about any of us!" Ichito spoke up as he rushed ahead of us.

I glared at the back at his head as Takashi and i scoffed at each other as we caught up.

Ichito Chu. 16 years old. bleach blonde hair and green eyes. lightly tanned skin and muscular. He is well... the mediator of the group i suppose keeps me from grouging out Takashi's eyes.

We were currently on a mission to capture a theif that stole documents from the Hokage's scroll room. So this person must have some how infiltrated our village and gained entrance or simply betrayed our beloved village.

"Ugh! I'm tired of chasing this traitor!" I growled as collected chalkra to my hands to use my family's special jutsu. "Hagane Tsuru- Jutsu!" My fingers were like steel vine and i stretched out to wrap my fingers above the traitor and slammed down trapping the ninja, like a caged bird.

"Let me out you dumb bitch!" The traitor yelled trying to cut at my fingers with a kunai as he stared around his caged surrounding.

I pressed the intercom that was strapped to my neck "Hitamaru-sensei... Target aquired. Yes Understood." I wrap my fingers around the ninja and squezzed tightly. The ninja began to gasp for air and my two mates began to grown uneasy as to what was happening. Takashi began to react till Ichito placed a hand in front of him shaking his head.

"So i'm going to ask you one time... and one time only..." I began "You will tell me who you are working for and you'll live if not this will be your death... simple right?"

Fear was shown in the man's body as he shook vigorously ,"What are you?!"

I laughed ,"Your killer if you don't speak..." I tighten my grip even more hearing a bone snap.

The ninja yelled in pain as my team mates looked away wearily.

"I'll speak! Please stop! No more!" The man broke down and sang like a canary ,"It was a man who called himself Pein of the atkatsuki! He threatened my life if i didn't do as he said!"

I relay the information back to Hitamaru-sensei,"Hm... Yes Hitamaru-sensei."

I snapped the man's neck and released the body and turned my back to the now corpse.

"W-what the hell Mei?!" Takashi yelled ,"He told us what we needed to know!"

"Orders from lady Hokage herself. You must obey all orders as a ninja. No matter the order or the circumstances." I fixed my gloves and began to walk and they followed hesitantly.