Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight

A/n This is my first fanfic so if it sucks sorry. But I like it so I guess that's all that matters.

Summary

Edward leaves Bella for a second time after Victoria's attack during Eclipse. What will he find when he comes back a few years later.

Chapter 1

Epov

The fight was over we had won. Victoria was gone for good. I knew this for a fact because me and Seth had torn her and her friend apart when they had come after my Bella. The others had also been successful in destroying the newborns that Victoria had created. The only bad that had come out of the fight was the fact that Bella had gone into a comatose state. Watching me fight Victoria had been to much for her. When me or my family would try to touch her she would flinch away. Whether this was on purpose or just her body reacting in her shocked state I had no idea, nor did Carlisle.

I sat in her room at Charlie's house watching her lay on her bed. It scared me the way she was behaving. She wouldn't talk, she hardly ate, the only time she would get out of bed was when she had to use the bathroom. When she was awake she would curl up into a ball and just stare off into space. When she would sleep she would wake up screaming from her dreams. I would try to talk to her but it was like she didn't even know I was there. It hurt me to see her this way.

"Bella please talk to me. Please tell me what's wrong and I'll try to make it better. Please just come back to me. Come back to me and our family and Charlie. Even Jacob. Please just come back to us." I try to beg her to talk or even to get her to look at me. It was like talking to a wall. There was nothing there. I had done this to her.

BPOV

I knew me acting this way was killing him I just couldn't seem to help it. It was like I was trapped in my own body and there was no escape. I would flinch when someone would touch me. So people had quit trying. I was hurting everyone I loved around. What was wrong with me. It was a never ending nightmare. It was like my mind couldn't quit replaying the scene of Edward and Victoria fighting. I thought that she was going to kill him. I would die if anything ever happened to Edward. He was the reason for my whole existence. So why was I doing this to him.

I had just woken up from my never ending nightmare. In it Victoria and Riley were headed toward where Edward was trying to protect me. They had us trapped up against a cliff face. There was nowhere for us to go. Edward tried to talk Riley into not fighting. I could tell that it wasn't working. Riley kept advancing on us. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Seth come running so that he could stop Riley.

I tried to scream for Seth to stop. He would get hurt. This wasn't his fight. He was young he had his whole life ahead of him to live. Seth tackled Riley before I could try to stop him. Edward was growling deep in his throat. Victoria was starting to advance on us. Edward crouched down, reading himself to attack. The fight began.

Riley and Seth were going at it not far from where I stood. Edward and Victoria were trying to tear each other apart in front of me. To my eyes it looked like there was more damage to Edward. I watched in horror as Victoria threw him into a tree. The way his body bent was unnatural. I waited for Edward to get up and to fight again. I waited and waited for what felt like forever. He never got up. I started to panic. Why wasn't he getting up. I tried to will and pray for him to get up. Nothing worked. Victoria cam towards me. She had an evil smirk on her face.

"It doesn't look like Edward's going to save you this time. Now it's time for you to die. Just like you were supposed to die that night when your little lover boy and his family killed James. It should have been you not him. Now I'm going to kill you and make Edward fell exactly like it do. A mate for a mate. That seems reasonable to me."

My world was at a stand still. Edward lay on the forest floor not moving a muscle. Victoria was going to kill me. All I could think was that if Edward was gone from this world then please take me too. Seth and Riley had quit their fighting to watch the scene unfold. Victoria reached out and grabbed me, pulling me towards her. My whole body was frozen I had no control over it. I just kept staring at Edward where he lay. Why wasn't he waking up. All of a sudden there was a sharp pain on neck. Victoria had bit me. At this point I would wake up screaming.

Today was like any other day. I was curled up into a ball on my bed facing the wall. Edward was sitting in my rocking chair staring at me. I could hear him quietly begging me to come back from this dark place that I was in. I wanted to do what he was asking me. But I just couldn't seem to brake myself out of my self induced nightmare. I had been like this for a week. I knew that Edward blamed himself for what I was going through. Nobody was to blame but me. Me and my fear. And I feared that the felling inside of me. The feeling like my life was about to get worse.