Angel Chapter 1, a law and order: svu fanfic

Discliamer: Nope, not mine. Belongs to good old Dick Wolf.

Authors note: Song is "Angel" by Sarah McLachlan. Might turn it into a story but don't know yet. Review if you want it to become a story! Hehe well have fun reading. :)

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

"She didn't make it, I'm so sorry detectives," the doctor announced.

The whole room went quiet. The detectives of the special victims unit precinct were all at a loss for words. One of theirs was gone. Their family was broken and there was no way that they could fix it.

"Okay, lets get out of here" Captain Donald Cragen said while trying to hold back tears. His "daughter" was gone and he had to stay strong for the rest of them.

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

They all slowly made their ways down to the vehicles they drove. Each car ride back to the precinct was quiet. No words needed to be said. Each person knew that if they needed anything from each other they just had to ask. It was the bond they had that stopped them from falling apart.

"She's gone, I know, but lets not mourn her. Lets celebrate the time we had with her. We will miss Olivia greatly, and I mean greatly but we have to stay strong for each other. You know she wouldn't want us moping around. This is hard and I know it" Don paused to wipe the tears from his eyes "Lets just support each other, just don't give up"

"I'm gonna miss her like hell, we hung out sometimes when a game was on. She came over and we would watch it together when you guys were busy. Damn girl knew her ball" Detective Odafin "Fin" Tutuola said to the group.

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

"Hah she knew more than that. If we both couldn't sleep at night after a hard case I'd go to her place with some takeout. I would plop my "skinny old looking butt", in her words, on the couch and we would watch old movies. We both had a thing for old movies. We would end up falling asleep on the couch. I'll miss waking up to her making coffee. We were just friends and she was a damn good one." Detective John Munch wiped a couple tears after he spoke.

"Yeah, when it was my turn to have the kids for the weekend they would ask me over and over again to ask her to join us at the park or out for supper. She was part of the family. We used to play clue and monopoly…in the end she always won. I don't know what me and the kids are going to do from now on. She was great." Detective Elliot Stabler put his head in his hands and wept.

They all nodded in agreement. They knew it would be hard to get over but they would do it together. It will always hurt in the end but it's something that the bond of family will help them with.

"She was there for us in life and now we have an angel to look over our shoulders, a very wonderful angel" Don said as he looked up. They all agreed. She is an angel.