The goodbyes
I am standing in the airport crying while saying goodbye to my mom before I get on the plane.
"Uh……, Leah I will miss u dearly. Why do you have to go is it because of Charlie because I can kick him out or broke up with him? Plus you don`t need college, I didn`t go to college and I turned out find." My mom said crying so fast that can barely ear most of it.
"No mommy, it don`t do anything to Charlie, it not him. Mommy I just want to go to college ok and beside you had daddy while I have no one there. Plus I was always to go New York anyway, this will be a great way to expresses and get away from the pain of Sam" I said lowing m voices to make sure she didn`t hear.
"Fine Leah but if it about the Sam you can`t escape the pain honey. I known its hurt but you going to have to have the pain sooner or later" My mom said sounding really motherly.
"Mom I am not trying to runway I just need a way to cop with it, and beside La Push ain `t the best way when all you see is love birds but I do promise I come back and see you. I have to go. Love u see goodbye to Seth and Bella and everybody else." I said walking away while trying to hide the tears. My mom was try I was trying to runway the pain, I not that strong to handle the pain.
"Leah waited, I sorry. I don`t know how it feels but I am so sorry he broke your heart and I know you strong you can handle this because I raise a strong girl. I will always love you no matter what. Love you Leah bear." My mom said hugging me really tight.
"I will love you too. Bye mom. Give Charlie a kiss for me" I said hugging her and them leaving with so fast speed making sure not turned and show the tears that say she was wrong.
Mom always thought I was the brave in fact everybody I known thought I was strong but I not.
I know Leah Clearwater not brave or strong that a joke but I just like any girls who find out that the man she love in love with her cousin who like her sister. I still not over the whole Sam & Emily thing I stop hurting the guys with my thoughts. Anyway the only people who don't expert to be strong about this are Charlie and Seth.
I decide to go the bathroom sill my plane isn't leaving yet. See I made my mom drive me early so I can meet boys and try to fall in love but my plane fail because all I am doing is now going to cry in the bathroom.
"I am so stupid no one will ever love me. I wish I was Bella to have two boys fight over me." I said repeating over and over while banging my head again on the walls crying.
"I don`t who you are but everybody deserve love no matter what and beside you look nice and not stupid. Hi my name is Beverly Hall and no I don`t live in Beverly Hills Ok. Now get up from this dirty floor." Beverly said helping me get up.
"Sorry about that. I am not like that most time. By the way my name is Leah Clearwater nice to meet you." I said washing my tear away.
"No slept. It ok we girls sometimes we have are moments if you didn`t cry I think you not a human girl least." Beverly said laughing
"Nice to meet you. Well I have to go now don`t wants to be last for my first day for T H E K I N G ' S C O L L E G E of New York." I said grabbing my bag while looking for the other one.
"Get out of here. Sorry. I mean that the same I going to the same college too. We can be friends. What your doom number, mine is 588." Beverly said hugging me
"That my doom number. I guess me and you are roommates. Hey" I said saying sacredly but hoping she it don`t hurt her feeling, my first college and don't want to lose her.
"Great. I can tell we going to be friends" Beverly said trying to hug me
"Ok. It enough of hugging oks. Sorry I just got trust issue." I said seeing how my word and yelling hurt it her.
Ok let go, we don`t want to be last for college" I said leaving the bathroom with my new friend Beverly behind me.