I'm in love with you.

I love you and I don't care what you say, it's not like anything will ever come from it.

Sometimes I think I'm going mad because every time I look at you I have to pretend that it's okay that I'll never be able to kiss you, I'll never be able to hold your hand in mine, I'll never be the one to hold you close.

The day you came to me and told me about the amazing girl you met, my heart broke in two. I simply lit my cigarette and smiled at you, told you I was happy for you. I should have told you right then that no one was good enough for you.

I met her and she was indeed beautiful. I didn't know you had a thing for blondes. I guess it was just my hopeful mind that made me think you preferred redheads.

I look in the mirror and I know that you could never love me, my scarred face, my wild hair. It's nothing compared to her seemingly flawlessness.

Not to mention the little fact that I happen to be male.

I used to be so mad every time you tried to hook me up with a girl, but it wasn't your fault. You still don't know that girls aren't really my thing.

I'm telling you this now because you won't actually hear it, but I had to get it off my chest. It makes me so happy to see you filled with so much joy as you prepare for your wedding, but it hurts so much to know that I'll never be able to give you that happiness. I know I promised I would always be there for you, and I will. I'm just not ready to see this yet.

I'm leaving Roxas. I had to say goodbye, even if I'm standing outside your window talking to your sleeping form. I must look like some creepy stalker right now, but I can't risk you actually hearing this.

Please forgive me. I'll come back someday when I've finally moved on and accepted that you cannot love me. The note I left you isn't near as detailed as this but I still hope that you're not angry with me when I find you again.

See ya later Roxas.

I love you.

The tall redhead didn't notice a small blonde girl standing around the corner of the house, hand clutching her heart and tears filling her eyes.

He walked away and drove off into the night without seeing the window he had been standing at light up and a spiky haired boy come running out of the house in only his pajamas.

The road was long and that night as he stood outside his hotel room smoking and staring up at the stars, wondering how his friend's big day had gone, he paid no mind to the familiar looking motorcycle that pulled in front of the lobby.

He tried to ignore his tears, but they didn't stop coming, even when he pulled out his guitar and started playing the goofiest songs he could think of. They all reminded him of Roxas.

He didn't pay attention when a voice joined his own.

He didn't stop when he felt a hand on his shoulder.

He only paused in his playing when he felt a pair of warm lips on his own.

"You idiot," that sweet voice said once the kiss had ended, "You should have said something. Namine always new she was second choice."

Tears that and momentarily stopped came back full force and the confused redhead repositioned so his guitar lay at his side, and the blonde sat down, his own tears soaking the taller man's shirt.

"I thought you could never love me."

"I've always loved you, Rox."

"Where are you going?"

"I dunno, was gonna visit some friends in Destiny Islands"

"Take me with you?"

The blonde looked up with pleading blue eyes and new tears, tears of joy started flowing from acid green ones.

Axel bent down and placed a kiss on the pale forehead.

"Of course, I'm never leaving you again."

AN: I couldn't just leave it sad. Anyway, so I've been really inspired by songs lately and decided to try something new if people like this. Try to guess what the song that inspired me is and whoever gets it right first can choose the next song and pairing! I think It'll be fun and help me alot with writing. Also I was gonna try to get a chapter of Untitled out today but I kinda ran out of time. It will be up on Monday! Please Reveiw!