Auther Note: I dont know where this is going but i like the idea of Quinn being stuck between two girls and the fact Ashley can give up easy.

No beth in this one and Santana likes Ashley and so does Brittany but they love Rachel too.. P.S i dont own glee or south of nowhere.

Dreams of the future

Let me take you back to one of the first days to change my world. The day started like all my tour days do, I wake up next to a gorgeous blonde whom I've been waking up next to for the last two years. We're together yet not together, its like we love each other but we're not in love with each other. I never once thought that she'd fall in love with me, as I knew from the first day I met her, Santana and Brittany. Brittany can read people, like really read them she knows what there thinking and what they are feeling before they do themselves. Lets recap to when it first started.

-Flash back-

"She'll never love you!" She whispered. This confused me to no end, "Who said love? I was thinking how great she'd be in my bed." I smirked I wasn't one for pushing for details Quinn's business is her own.

"With sex comes feelings, with feelings comes heartbreak" She is not stupid like people presume.

"Brittany, what are you doing?" Santana scowled at me taking Brit's hand. "I was telling Ashley that Quinn will never love her, what are you doing?" Brit asked with a smile.

"Brit, you can't get involved!" Santana sighed.

"But Quinn will always be in love with Rachel, it's how it's suppose to be, they were meant to finish school together, get married and have babies." Brittany started to cry.

-End of flash back-

Who ever this Rachel girl is she means a lot to all of them. But with my record label signing Quinn to sing along side me for my next album and tour, we will be spending a lot of time together as it happens Santana and Brittany are coming too as they are back up dancers. I think Quinn and I have chemistry, no I don't think I know we do.

With Quinn it happened fast and it was great the sex 'Oh My God' was great. I thinking we get on well because I love to use my camera and not in a sexual way, I mean I take snaps of anything or anyone. I've got snaps of the whole tour crew, I've got great ones of Santana and Brittany dancing when there not looking, as that's when they're at their best. I've also got a few of Quinn when she is not looking; those are the pictures I love.

Over the course of the first year together we hit number one most weeks. As time went on we grew closer till one day she kissed me and here I am waking up next to her everyday since.

I knew today wasn't going to be the same as normal. You know when you get that feeling in the bottom of your stomach; today something big is going to happen.

"Morning baby" I turn to the voice as I notice Quinn is awake now. "Morning too you too babes" I smile. "What's wrong babe?" Quinn panicked. "What? Nothing is wrong, why would anything be wrong?" I ask knowing she's not going to drop it. "You're smiling, you normally would be grinning your self-satisfied grin after last night" She blushed.

The rest of the morning went efficiently. We got ready and went to rehearsals.

We sang and danced, made-out for a bit. It was nearly time for the concert. I was in hair and make up when I first heard San and Brit talking about their morning with an old friend, after the first half of the concert I was on the side of the stage watching Q sing our song when I heard them again.

"Did you guys have fun this morning?" I asked, it's not every morning we get off so we tend to split up me and Q do something together and San and Brit do their own thing.

"OMG Rae was so funny, I can't believe she's back in Lima, it was so much fun" Brittany squealed. Santana looked like a deer caught in headlights. I knew then whom they were talking about.

"Does Q know?" I don't know why I asked; I knew this day would come.

"No Ash she doesn't but Rach is coming after the concert to see her." San Whispered.

"Oh… Well I'll finish this set then, I'll disappear so you guys can hang or so Q and Rachel can hang." I grin and walk back onto the stage. With S she doesn't know my fake smile but B does that's why I turned around so quick.

I know Q can sense that something is up but I keep smiling. We're on the last song and I know deep down it is going to be our last song, and it hurt but not as much as I thought.

"Everlastingly…" We sang the last bar as one, I leaned in and kissed her, with all the passion I could. Just before I pulled away I whispered in her ear. "I love you, don't forget that" Smiled and walked away. I didn't stop till I got to my car.

As I got in I realised I was crying. WTF I never cry over a girl, ever. I started the car and drove off, as I looked back I saw Q stood there looking at me with tears in her eyes, but this is what I needed to do. We're not meant to be; maybe this is her chance to be happy like she was before.

I turn my attention to my phone ringing on the passengers seat, looked at the caller ID and noticed it wasn't Quinn like I thought it would be, it was Brittany so answered.

"Hey B, What's up?" I sigh.

"Ash you need to get back here, Q wont come out of her dressing room" Brit was crying.

"Tell her Rachel is there, im sure she'll come out" I smirked pulling into a bar car park, turning the car off and stepping out.

"We did but she said she doesn't want to see her, she crying and we cant get in there, Please Ash im pleading with you" I stopped for a minute, I'm torn.

"Umm… okay ill be right back" I sigh hanging up; I thought Q would be glad for me to leave so she can be with Rachel.

I get back to the stadium where the concert was, it's quiet all around; I slip through the door into the back. I can hear S shouting angrily all regarding me of course. "Out the way" I sighed pushing past S, a very short brunette and a blonde who had her back to me.

"Q… Baby girl open the door" I knocked lightly. I heard noises from inside, and then the lock opens. I push my way in and close the door and lock it.

"Baby, what's wrong?" I pull her in for a embrace, as she cries more.

"Shh… It's okay I'm back." I kiss the top of her head.

"Yo...You left, why?" she cries.

"Because, I spoke to S and B and they told me Rachel was coming to see you and I didn't want to be here when you made up. Also I thought it was for the best." I sighed.

"But I want you here, I want you to meet her." She calmed down.

"But I'm not in the best place right now baby" I smiled.

"I do love you, you know, have since we met and always will. You my little Rock star." She sniffed. At this I laughed. "Can I let them in now?" I smiled and she nodded.

I got up to let them in but she pulled me in for a kiss first. As I opened the door to see S fall forward to the ground. "Like what you heard Lopez?" I laughed and went and sat back next to Quinn and placed my arm around her like normal. "Shut it Davies, im still pissed at you for leaving" she smirked. "Haha… What you going to do?" at this Q laughed.

"Quinn?" a small voice asked. It this Q turned to face whom I assume is Rachel.

"Hi, Rachel it's been awhile." She sighed.

"I know, this is Spen..." "Spencer Carlin" I completed with I smile.

"Ash…" She looked like she was going to cry, oh no not another one.

"You know each other?" Brittany asked smiling. Shit she's smiling she has an Idea.

"Brit don't even think about it" I smile, "and yes we dated in high school" I smirked, Q is great in bed but Spence was better but then again im being biased as I was in love with Spencer, she was my world.

After her brother died we drifted apart and I know it was my fault I pushed her way.

"Well as much fun as this is I think I'll leave you to it" I sigh getting up but Q grabbed my arm. "It's okay honestly I have some stuff to deal with anyways." I smile and hug her. As I pull away I whispered to her "I'll stay in a hotel tonight." And kiss her on the cheek. I hug S and B then shake hands with Rachel; on my way out I grab Spencer pulling her with me, but before we get outside I dashed back in, I blow B and S a kiss and smirk and wink at Q whom blushes. She so knows what (Who) im doing tonight.

I walk back out and take hold of Spencer's hand pulling her to my car, she gets in, in silence and I drive us to the bar I pulled up to earlier but never made it in. maybe with Q and Rachel getting back together perhaps me and Spence can have a second chance, okay so I'm a little ahead of myself, what if she's married now or got children.

"So, Why'd you leave Ash?" She finally asked. "It's what I do remember?" I smiled. She actually smiled too. "So what's happened in the world of Spencer Carlin?" I looked at her hand no wedding band, makes me smile more. Yet it doesn't mean she's single.

So what do you think of this chapter? Do i go with Spencer Dating Rachel or are they both single trying to get a lost love once again? why is it so easy for Ashley to move on?

Please review I'm determined to finish this story.