29th December.. By the time we land in England it'll be New Years Eve. I can tell you now my new year had already started out with a bang.

Firstly my best friend, the one and only John Cena basically ran out on his wedding to tell me that he was still madly in love with me.

Secondly; I was having a baby with Cody Runnels whom I love so much it was ridiculous.

Thirdly; I wasn't talking to Cody or John.

Now you might think that's weird considering im on a plane on my way back to my hometown with the two of them and also Randy and Ted of course. I was looking out of the window. My eyes were red from crying. I probably looked a mess but I couldn't care less. Ted was sat in the middle with Cody on his other side. John was sat across the aisle from us with Randy. I should probably explain the situation.

It all started when John told me he was still in love with me and what happened next…

*FLASHBACK*

"I-I don't understand what your saying John.." What did he mean? He placed my arms around his neck and his on my waist and pulled me to him. It was still raining. We were both drenched. He moved a piece of my hair from the face and sighed and looked me in the eyes.

"Im still completely and utterly in love with you Stacey Watson!"

John leant in and kissed me on the lips. I couldn't bring myself to push him away. I know I should but it felt nice to kiss him again. I had a boyfriend now though who im completely and utterly in love with. I pushed John off and he raked his hand through his hair. What exactly did I say now? He'd basically just ran out on his wedding because of me. This was so fucked up. He knew I loved Cody so what the hell was he doing. At one point in my life I was in love with John but he ruined all that by cheating on me. Did he just think by running out on a wedding, proclaiming his love to me and kissing me was going to make me leave Cody for him..

"John what the fuck are you doing? Are you insane?!" I was yelling at him since the rain was so bad you could hear it pounding on the pavement. I couldn't decipher if I was angry or upset with him. This was all too confusing.

"Probably am. I cant help loving you Stacey. I think I always have deep down. It was always meant to be you I just know it. I know I fucked things up before but we can try again. I swear I wont let you down or break your heart. Please Stace im practically begging you here.." John looked at me with those lovely blue eyes of his.

He wanted me to drop everything I had with Cody to be with him. I wasn't in love with John anymore, well at least I don't think I was. Cody was my guy. He was my perfect match. We'd gone through so much to get where were now I wasn't just about to throw that away to take a chance with John. I know John's a great boyfriend but I just wasn't in love with him anymore. How was I suppose to tell him?

"John.. I cant. I'm just not.. In love with you anymore," I looked down at the ground. I couldn't bear to see his face.

"I should have guessed.. Your in love with Cody. I cant stand the fact that your in love with someone else.. I think I need to spend a bit of time away from you. Otherwise its going to kill me I swear.. Obviously ill come to yours for new year but then after that I think its just best we leave each other be for a bit…" He looked really hurt like he didn't want to. I didn't want to either.

"John please we don't have to do that. I hate spending time away from you.. We can sort through this.. I'm sorry!" I started crying. I heard John sigh and he wrapped his big arms around me whilst I sobbed into his chest.

"I hate hearing you cry. I promise once I sort everything out in my head we'll be like we used to be. Ive never broke a promise to you and I don't plan on doing so. I just need time to figure things out. I mean we'll still see each other we just wont be around each other all the time.. Its killing me to do it Stace but I need to if we're going to save this friendship," John didn't pull away he just let me cry into him. This was probably the last time I was going to be close to him for a while….

*END OF FLASHBACK*

How could everything get so bad so fast? I was losing my best friend. Id cried into Cody that night and told him absolutely everything and he also had a shocker for me too that night….

*FLASHBACK*

I was crying into Cody. The poor guy had no clue what was going on. As soon as id walked back into that church sobbing my eyes out he engulfed me into a massive hug and carried me back to Fabo's. I felt weak id been crying so much. Id gotten changed into some sweat pants and one of the hoodies John had given me years ago. We were sat on the sofa downstairs in Fabo's house. I had no idea where Fabo & Carol were. Probably with John. Cody rubbed my back.

"Baby if you don't tell me what's wrong I cant help you. I hate seeing you like this. What happened?" He really sounded concerned. I had to tell him.

"Everything's going wrong… Cody - John told me hes still in love with me," I whispered. I felt Cody freeze. I should have guessed he'd get angry.

"Typical. Does he not understand that your in a relationship? Pregnant with MY child? That dude is seriously pissing me off lately!" Angry was an understatement. He was furious.

"That's not everything though. He-he kissed me Cody. I pushed him off though! I told him I was in love with you and that I didn't love him in that way." As soon as the words spilled out of my mouth Cody let go of me and stood up and practically growled. I don't think ive ever seen him so angry. I looked at him with big eyes. I know he'd never hurt me but it was still pretty scary man.

"He did WHAT?! Fucking hell! You pushed him away? Are you sure about that?" He glared at me and I didn't like it one bit. I stood in front of him.

"Of course I did. Im in love with you Cody not John." That seemed to calm him down a bit. He grabbed me and pulled me into him again.

"I know. Im sorry. I don't blame you. I blame that friggin idiot! I swear Stace if he wasn't your best friend id take him on. Id probably die trying but whatever."

"He wants to spend time away from me Cody. To sort his head out. He's going to come over to England with us but after that im hardly going to talk to him or anything. Its going to kill me. I hate not spending time with him…" I nearly started crying again but stopped myself. At least I had my Cody.

"I'll be here for you Stace. I promise you that much."

Why was everyone making me promises all the time? I heard Cody sigh and pull away and take my hands in his.

"I need to tell you something but your going to hate me for it…" he mumbled. He looked a bit nervous about it so I motioned for him to go on.. " When we split up for those few weeks, I did something really stupid. Stacey, I slept with Kelly." No way?! I felt my heart breaking all over again. I mean we weren't together at the time but it still hurt. It really really hurt. I pulled my hands out of his and took a step back.

"Why? I mean I don't understand. Your not the kind of guy to do that type of thing so it doesn't make sense to me at all," I was glaring at him. I really wasn't happy. I folded my arms over chest and waited for his explanation.

" We'd just broke up and everyone was there for you. Nobody cared to think about how I felt about the whole thing. I was having a few drinks when Kelly joined me and we got talking and then it just sort of happened. Ive regretted it every single day afterwards. I didn't plan to do it to hurt you. I mean you know I love you and would never intentionally hurt you at all. You're the love of my life!" Cody looked really sad. I was really angry.

"Your just a typical fucking moron arent you? How could you? Im having your baby and you decided to get jiggy with some blonde haired bimbo?!" I was yelling at him. It was a good job Carol and Fabo were out otherwise they'd be wondering what the hell was going on. Cody was getting angry too.

"I don't see why your having a go at me! We weren't even together at the time. You've just fucking kissed John anyway don't you think that practically counts as cheating?" He said icily to me.

"I didn't kiss him. He kissed me. Theres a difference between kissing someone and having sex. I cant even stand to be in the same fucking room as you right now!" I stormed out of the room leaving him there fuming too.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

So to pretty much sum it up Cody and I weren't talking at all. I was too angry and upset for what he'd done and im pretty sure he felt the same about me. Although I didn't kiss John by choice. It just happened without me realising. We hadn't broke up that I was sure of. I hate been angry with him but I had a right to be I guess.

I hadn't even spoken to John since that night either. He was truly sticking to his word. I guess when we got to my parents house he would be the usual best friend but once everything was over it would go back to the no talking and staying away from each other.

Right now I pretty much hated my life. Things had gone from been great to horrible in a blink of an eye. I was lucky I had such good friends in Ted and Randy who understood all parties otherwise I would have been done for.

The plane was about to land..

New Year was going to suck…

A/N

First chapter of zee sequel ;)

How amazing was wrestlemania btw?

im soo friggin proud of Cody & Teddy

Cena was amazing as per usual!

HBK = a legend.. that was too sad :(

Enjoy, review & all the stuff in between :D