Author : Vive les Unas
Email : archeostargatehotmail. : http://stargatehyperfan. : http://stargateshipslash. : Poem, romance, McBeck, sad fic
Season : Three, spoilers for Sunday
Summary: What do you see in me, Rodney ? (Carson's POV)
Disclaimer: Nothing is mine !
Notes : I'm french and this is my first published fanfic in English, I'm sorry for mystakes !
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Think about me
Once again, maybe for the last time
What do you see ?
Do you see the friend
The one who healed you
The one who heard you
The one who tended
To smile gently
When he thought about you ?
Do you see the doctor ?
The one who standed you
Day after day
A cold, a wound
Day after day
Smile after smile ?
Do you see the sensible man ?
The one who cried for nothing
The one who missed his mother
The one who pretended to be strong
The one who didn't used to convice anyone anymore
About the things he had invented about himself ?
Do you see the Scottish ?
The one with the weird accent
The one who watched soccer instead of football
The one who drinked whyskey instead of beer
The one who missed the highlands
The one everybody had been mocking about ?
Do you see the kind guy ?
The one who sacrificed himself
The brave one
The one who never deceived anyone
The naive one
Who still believes that a better world can exist ?
Do you see the handsome man ?
The one who attracted chicks
The one who once dated Cadman
The one with the blue eyes
The sexy doc
The women's fantasm ?
Do you see the bastard ?
The one who maked mistakes
The one who was blinded by his researchs
The one who worked every nights
The one who didn't sleep anymore
And never dreamed anymore either
The one who didn't care about the consequences ?
Or do you see me ?
Carson Beckett, 38, burried
Desperatly alone, who just cares about you
The one who just wants to stop roting
Night after night, worm after worm
The one who just wants to hold you
The one who loves his best friend
The dead man who still believes in love ?