Disclaimer: I don't own the Naruto series or any of the totally awesome characters. But do love them so much! You have no idea how much but if you are a true fan then, yah, yah you do! lol enjoy!

Me Or The Me Before

I really have no name. I was born to a single mother who didn't know how to care for a child. She never really liked me all that much and just called me girl. I was never sure if it was out of hate or a nickname. But I was called Kailacea. I never had a last name. My mother never let me have one. She always told me that my father didn't want me and I wasn't good enough to have hers. I grew up all over never really had a home of any sort. Never had a family except for my mom. Never really had anything. The only thing I did have was a secret. I was born with a strong Genkikai and was never allowed to use it. If I did I was sure to get a good beating. I never went to school. I never had any friends and never had much of anything. I did suffer years of abuse at the hands of my mothers boyfriends and other people who just didn't like me. I never really knew why but just learned to avoid contact with everyone. It all changed when I turned 11. My mother left me a note on the floor of our bare room we rented. She left me and said it was time to grow up and fend for myself. I never saw her again but to me that was no big loss. I lived on the streets and for 4 weeks was not noticed by anyone. That time ended when I was taken out by four drunk men. They beat me. I was lucky they never tried anything else. I was then found by a man named Koiyugi. He was the only reason why I changed and why I am here still alive on this planet.

He taught me everything I know and more. I learned to do everything you were supposed to do in school. I also took up electronics and mechanics. I could take anything apart and put it back together no problem. I knew computers the most. I was a hacker of hire most of the time. He taught me how to use my genkikai and control it. I seemed to have a grass ninja, earth ninja and water ninja technique going for me. I developed fast within 5 years I was one of the secret underground group called "RedTail" We were what ever you paid us to be. Assassins, thieves, guards, dealers you name it we did it. Even though this was the most freedom I've ever had in my life. I was still never belonged to myself. I really don't know if there is a me under neath. We belonged to our leader Koiyugi. We never questioned him, disobeyed him, denied a job or complained. You don't want to know what happened to those who did. Let's just say that we never saw them again and were ordered death by one of our own. We never thought of people as friends just as partners. Threw the years I did manage to make friends well sort of. People I could trust anyways. They were not part of RedTail. The leader knew this but he used it to his advantage. I knew where to get information from others on things we needed to know. I always knew what was going down and exchanged info with others. I also was allowed to have a bit of a life of my own.

I could sing whatever was given to me to sing. I have to admit I have one amazing voice. When I was allowed to have a couple of days off I went to TallTree and stayed there I was well known there and sang alot at the karaoke bar. I was payed after a while because the more I sang the more people started to come see me well hear me anyways. So I packed the once desolate place with people. It became the number one spot to go in 6 months time. This is the place where I meet my friends and hang out. I also do alot of business there. Well my info work for Koiyugi. Even if I have to give him 85 of my money I loved being here. This was the part of me that seemed the most like me. And here's me.

I have green emerald eyes, long black hair, 5'6, a curvy body that I use to my advantage most of the time and have a easy going yet sarcastic personality. That seems to get me into all kinds of trouble. I get into alot of fights that I don't need to be in and don't care if I lose! And believe me I lose alot of those fights! I've learned to have no pain since I was little. And it worked well for me. I do own a brain and can think for myself. But thinking for myself isn't as great as I thought it would be. I was punished by Koiyugi and was lucky to just come out with a scar on my lip and a broken wrist. I really need to be more careful but hey when your born dead what else is there? I'm about 20 but don't know. My lovely mother never gave me a birth date. I don't know what day of the year I was born. But shit like that doesn't matter to me anymore well it never mattered to me. When you live just from one day to the next you just want to wake up alive. Well I guess the dead will never wake up so staying alive was the most important. Even if you had no reason to be alive. But in trouble once more like that's anything new!

I was sent on a mission to a secret lair that contained S-class criminals. It was my punishment for taking off again without permission. I knew I was going to get it but still had no idea what I was in for. I wasn't scared about going it was a bout coming back that had me worried. I would have to face the leader once more. This time I knew pain was going to be a big part of it, hell if what he did to me last time wasn't enough to keep me straight, then this time was going to be bad for me. I was given the instructions to deliver a envelope to the leader and await further orders from their leader. Which did sound a little strange. Because The leader always wanted us to come back right away. He kept all of close to him to make sure we didn't deceive him in anyway. We even have to spy on each other to make sure it never happened. No wonder why he stayed in business along time. He knew how to run things like clockwork. It also seemed kid of odd that Reno gave me the orders instead of the leader. I was just given an envelope and told to take some extra clothing. I did just that but why? I knew I was to stay there to await further orders but for how long? Since we were never allowed to ask questions we always had to figure them out for ourselves, sometimes the hard way. And it always seemed to be the hard way.

I know I messed up big time, but I do have a reason why I did what I did. I needed to see for myself what life was like just to be me. The me I never knew. I know it would come with a heavy price. But sometimes isn't it worth it? To me it was I could die on a mission and would have never know what it was like to just have 2 days for myself to be just like everyone else on this fucked up planet. I had a great time looking, feeling and acting like a person who actually mattered. I had to act because I never knew what it ever felt like. But now I did so I can die a happy woman!

Which is what is going to happen when I do return to Koiyugi. It's going to take me at least until the morning to get where I needed to go. So I'm going to crash in a tree and wake up at dawn to start once more. I ate a meal replacement bar and slept no problem. I was so tired from running all day.

I had a dream about a handsome man with red eyes and long black hair. He had a sword and was dressed in a clan warriors battle suit. He came up to me and lifted his hand to his lips and gently kissed my hand. I blushed and asked him why he did it. He told me I was his and his alone. I looked down at the ground not knowing what to say then words came from my mouth but they didn't belong to me said I was never yours in the first place. He grabbed my arm so fast and hard it felt like he had broken it and looked at me with furry so strong I backed down and started to cry and my heart raced so fast I thought I was going to pass out. He sneered and said a woman who was not owned was a whore and should there fore be used like one and he backhanded me so hard that I saw stars and lost the feet under me. I was dragged back up by the arm he held and then he smiled and pulled me close to him hard so I couldn't move at all. He whispered in my ear you do belong to me and always will in life and in death. But for now you shall live. He grabbed my neck and bit through the skin on my shoulder hard. I screamed.

I woke up with a jolt. So startled that I almost fell out of the tree I was in. My heart raced fast and I was sweating. I looked around ans saw I was in the same place where I had fallen asleep. I was still confused it seemed so real, life like. I've never had a dream like this before in my fucked up life! I felt my shoulder where he supposedly bit me. There was nothing there thank kami. I tried to relax but couldn't seem to that dream just scared the shit right out of me. There was no way I was going to get some sleep now so I jumped down. I saw a lake not to far from here so I decided to go take a bath and clean myself up before heading on my way. It was close to dawn anyways and I really just wanted to get this over and done with. I wanted to go back to my somewhat home. Not like there was anyone waiting for me but I felt more at ease being there. Plus these were going to be S-class criminals. The highest of us all on the wrong side. I have no idea what to expect from these guys. Reno smirked when he handed me the envelope, not a good sign at all. I wasn't scared to either it was because I knew Koiyugi wanted me alive to deal with me himself and sometimes I'm to stupid to be scared. I am a lamb that wanted to be the first in line to face the slaughter house. I'm not a sheep who follows.

I was close I could feel the chakra. Even though it was supposed to be hidden. But because of my genkikai I could feel it any how. There was a barrier ahead and by the way the landscape was the door was hidden as well. An attack could come out no where and you would have no place to hide. It was open territory. I stood for a moment at the edge of the woods cautious. They had to know I was there and would come out to either greet me or beat me. I was going to stay here until that happened. My instinct told me too. And I was going to listen to it this time. I pulled out some of my secret weapons and readied myself for what was to come. It was quiet you couldn't even hear nature. I felt chakra a little too late!

I was bound and couldn't move at all not even to turn around to see caught me. All was black thick string around me. I was a little stunned and then a whisper in my ear came.

Person: Your a bit far from home aren't you little girl?

I squirmed but it didn't help any.

Me: Yah but you know it's exciting to go places where you never been before. And meet new assholes along the way.

Person: Well it looks like today is not your day.

Me: No it is! I've never been here and your an asshole!

Person: Any last words before you die?

Me: Yup. Are you an S-class criminal? Because I'm supposed to be delivering a message to their leader or whatever. And if your not then you'll be the one who will die!

With that I eliminated the strings and did a back flip. I saw the guy who caught me. He was huge! At least 6'7 or 8. Covered pretty well. and the strings came from his body. He had a large chakra and piercing eyes that held the look of death. If I had to fight this giant fucker it was going to be one hell of a fight. And by the looks of him I did not want to lose this one. That's when I heard someone else behind me and he sounded close.

Person 2: What the fuck is going on out here? You said some one is close and fucking took off out the fucking door like a bitch in heat! Well at least you found the bitch. Who the fuck are you?

Me: Who the fuck are you?

Person 1: She was the one I felt.

Me:I'm looking for S-class criminals do you know any?

Person2: Are fucking kidding me? Well bitch today is your lucky fucking day and your worst!

Me:Why: Because I found two shit bags instead of one?

Person 2: You got quite the mouth on you. Do you know who your even talking too?

Me: Do you?

Person 2: I'll tell you my name and then your going to die like the whore you came out of.

Me: Really? So you have the same bitch ass mother as me? Wow it is a small world after all!

Person 2: You really should of stayed at the whore house you stumbled out of. You would of been happier there, now your just going to die. Leaving so many men unsatisfied. My heart goes out to them.

Me:Fuck you! You fucking under paid cocksucker! If your not the ones I'm here to deliver to the your as good as dead. You'll just be dead cocksucker. which can be replaced in a second!

Person2: So you'll take my job? Good problem solved.

Me: Bite douche bag!

Person1: So why is a girl looking for S-class criminals?

Me: Maybe a date? The guys in my village are boring and a bunch of shit headed pussies! What's it to you?

Person 1:Everything.

Me:Really? How so?

Person1: We are the S-class criminals.

Me:Good I've been looking for you and I have a message for your leader. Uummmm Pein?

Person2: Well fuck me!

Me: Your cute maybe later. You are?

End for now

Proper Introduction Chapter 2

Sorry to leave you hanging. See who it is! Like you couldn't guess huh? lol

See what happens when she finally gets into the lair and her reaction to having to stay there. She also gets to meet two other people. Lucky her.

There is going to be alot swearing in this fic so be ready for it and adult humor. No sex. Yet anyways. Probably none I'm not good at explaining it. I know I should read the Sex Fan Fics for Dummies, but it would take up alot of my writing time. So next time.