Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter as J.K. Rowling and various publishers and Warner Bros Studios own it.
Warning: This story is relatively dark, with hints of suicide attempts and completion. There is character death and a blatant ignorance of this by the other characters. This story was inspired by T.A.T.u's song, Clowns, though it doesn't have much to do with the song or the lyrics. I am not infringing on their rights, so don't even say I am.
A/N: So, this is the new, updated version of the story. I took some people's views into consideration, and changed things up a bit. (I just want to remind people that, when I originally wrote this, I only had notepad, so all of the italicized parts couldn't be italicized, and therefore were made in all caps to make sure people understood the significance of the words.)
Can You See Me Now?
Yuki of the Kamikaze
I'm sitting alone in the dark.
I wait for you to notice my tears.
Can you see me now?
The floor around me grows wet and my frame is wracked with sobs.
I take the razor on the counter to my wrist.
Can you see me now?
My crimson blood flows from me and splashes on the floor at my feet.
I grow lightheaded and slowly tip over as if in a movie.
Can you see me now?
People are all around me; you stand before me, and I am dying.
My head hits the floor hard and the sound is loud.
Can you see me now?
I lay in a puddle of my own blood and it seeps past the carpet and on to the wood below.
I reach out and grab your pant leg, hoping that your finally see me.
Can you see me now?
You turn away from me and walk out of the room, out of my life.
My life is fading away, and as I live out my last few seconds, I truly wonder...
Can you see me now?