The Pain; It Hurts
Fuck Them. Fuck Them. Fuck Them. FUCK THEM! They never think about me and my feelings. NEVER. I am just the big bitch. Always. And Claire is portrayed as the nice one. Kristen is too. Alicia, well everyone knows she's a bitch, but not as big of one as me. EVEN DYLAN IS MORE WELL LIKED, with her stupid 'I'm so fat' chant! But, me? I am that fake powdered bitch. I am ugly and don't deserve anybody.
I am Massie Block.
It's like they don't understand how miserable my life is and was. Nobody to play with, no one to talk to. All Alone. Sure, Alicia is an only child too, and so is Kristen. But, they have talents; they have something special. Alicia is beautiful. Super beautiful. Everyone was nice to her; she couldn't be denied. Kristen is amazing at soccer. Me? I had nothing but pretty-good-but-not-as-good-as-Alicia looks, fashion sense, and money. So basically I was a sad, lonely child, whom everyone hated. That's why I moved to private school. Yeah, that's right, I didn't always go to private school. I used to go to Monroe Elementary. But I was unpopular. The pinnacle of unpopular, actually. Everyone hated me for having a nice house and nice clothes. So, I applied to OCD. And I got in.
I soon realized being normal me wasn't going to cut it. This time I was turning out to not only be unpopular, but to have no one know who I was. So, I became mean. I made up clever comebacks for every situation and cut everyone down. But then, it started to backfire. I wasn't good enough looking. So, I skimmed the town and found the best hair salon. Then, I started to get my hair done a lot, and soon enough I was their best customer. So, of course, the owner had to do my hair. I also figured out how to use makeup. I lost 10 pounds. Finally, I looked like an alpha. I recruited my crew and came up with a cool group name. But, I needed something more.
Then I had it! I had to come up with original stuff, like a new language and rating system. Sure enough, I became alpha.
That's why I'm so mean. That's why I act the way I act. Nobody seems to understand me. My empire has crashed down. My life is back the way it used to be, full of loneliness and hatred. I'm always cut down, being called names. Even Claire will have nothing to do with me now, because I'm unpopular. Funny, how fake she is. I hate my life. Nobody likes me. I'm not considered 'hott' by the boys.
Don't you ever think about me, and how hard my life is? Well, you should because it is hell.
I am Massie Block and my life is over.
Literally.
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News Report: Young Girl Found Dead, hanging from her Chandelier.
Massie Block, a local teen who went to Briarwood-Octavian Country Day, was found dead in her bedroom, hanging from her purple crystal chandelier by a Pucci scarf. Nobody knows why she committed suicide. The only clue left is on her right hand, where she carved 'The Pain; It Hurts' with a knife.
Her family says she was very depressed after the loss of her pug, Bean. When asked about her, her pupils stated that "she was mean and deserved to die."
-Jessica Carson