"Another"


I really loved him you know.

I can't believe that he did this to me.

What did I do to deserve this?

What did I do to inspire such hate?


I walked into our flat,

saw him with his hands up her shirt,

saw him with his mouth on hers,

saw him breaking my heart.


I told him that we were done,

that I can't trust him anymore.

He begged me to take him back,

his ginger hair tousled adorably,

his freckles dimpling cutely.


I couldn't do it.

I couldn't take him back.

I wouldn't allow him to break my heart again.

I told him that I couldn't deal with his duplicity.


He raged at me,

all signs of love gone,

in its place hate.

I guess the saying "there is a fine line between love and hate" holds true.


And then I met him,

truly saw him.

His platinum locks reflecting the sun;

His stormy gray eyes locking onto my soul.


He was angry for me;

He understood my need for tears;

He is my safe harbor;

He cares for me.


He promises he'll always be here.

He holds me tight against his chest,

cocoons me within his arms,

tightly, securely.


I feel safe, wanted.