Just A Girl

A/N: I was just looking at lyrics and I think this song described Rin so perfectly. (Rin is 16 here)

"Rin what do you think you're doing?" demanded Sessho-maru. Rin sat in her room trying on make-up. "Um..."

Take this pink ribbon off my eyes
I'm exposed

"Rin you're not old enough to be doing that!" Sessho-maru said sounding slightly annoyed. "I'm 16 now. I'm not the little girl I was when you found me!" Rin said bitterly.

And it's no big surprise
Don't you think I know
Exactly where I stand

"Rin" he said warning the girl. "No Sessho-maru! I'm old enough to do things myself! No one can force me to do anything now but they try!" she exclaimed

This world is forcing me
To hold your hand

"I'm not 7 any more!"

'Cause I'm just a girl, little 'ol me
Don't let me out of your sight

"I'm able to make my own decisions Sessho-maru!"

I'm just a girl, all pretty and petite
So don't let me have any rights

"Rin do not speak to me like that!" Sessho-maru comanded. "Sessho-maru! This isn't fair!"

Oh...I've had it up to here!
The moment that I step outside

"I might as well run away if you're gonna treat me like this!"

So many reasons
For me to run and hide

"I can't be that 7 year old girl anymore! I'm not gonna go out and pick daises for you anymore" she told him.

I can't do the little things I hold so dear

'I'm afraid to do those little things now. He'll only see me as a little girl. Not someone to love.' She thought.

'Cause it's all those little things
That I fear

"Rin you still are a little girl" he told her. "Then maybe I don't wanna be!" she shouted in anger. 'Why can't he see?'

'Cause I'm just a girl I'd rather not be

"You don't let me do anything normal girls do Sessho-maru!"

'Cause they won't let me drive
Late at night I'm just a girl,

He stared at her. She looked away not wanting to see those cold eyes.

Guess I'm some kind of freak
'Cause they all sit and stare
With their eyes

"I'm not like every other girl Sessho-maru-sama!"

I'm just a girl;
Take a good look at me
Just your typical prototype

"Sessho-maru you don't know what it's like. I'm a girl. A human girl. I'm not like you. We may be different, but I need to be my own person and I'm sick of you not letting me" she said somewhat calmly.

Oh...I've had it up to here!
Oh...am I making myself clear?
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl in the world...
That's all that you'll let me be!

"The only things I get to do are what you tell me I can do"

I'm just a girl, living in captivity
Your rule of thumb
Makes me worry some

"Sessho-maru I don't wanna die without being able to say 'I did what I wanted in life'"

I'm just a girl, what's my destiny?

"I don't like being the litlle girl without a family that tags along with you! I feel like Jaken!"

What I've succumbed to Is making me numb

"Sorry you ever found me Sessho-maru! Sorry I traveled with you wasting your time all these years!" She exclaimed as silent tears streamed down her face.

I'm just a girl, my apologies
What I've become is so burdensome

"You can't understand it Sessho-maru"

I'm just a girl, lucky me
Twiddle-dum there's no comparison

"I just need to be my own person!"

Oh...I've had it up to!
Oh...I've had it up to!!
Oh...I've had it up to here!

"Rin" he said quietly. "I'm overprotective because I care. I don't want you to get hurt. Nut if you want to leave Rin, I won't stop you." He hugged the girl.

"I love you Sessho-maru" she whispered. "I love you too Rin"

A/N: fluff, fluff, fluff! YAY! :Throws confetti and dances around: Sorry just one of those days! Please R&R

Alex-Chan