Not's that I am
Disclaimer! I don't own How to Train Your Dragon.
I'm not stupid.
Pease stop treating me like I am.
I'm smart in my own way.
My mind is filled with "useless" knowledge,
But then again everything has a use.
It works in leaps and bounds,
Instead of just hops and skips.
Shooting from one subject to another.
Seemingly unconnected in every way,
Unless closely studied to see the small detail.
But then so rarely is anything studied,
No matter if it be big or small.
So instead of leaps and bounds,
I'm meeting walls.
And if it isn't needed now,
Then useless is all it must be.
So I guess if I really was smart,
I just give up on trying to be seen as me.
I'm not weak.
Please stop acting like I am.
I'm might not be the physically strong,
But I am in another way.
I'm strong enough to hold back.
Whether it be an ocean of tears,
Or an explosion of anger.
I'm strong enough to keep holding on.
Even when I'm hurting so much.
As though I've finally broke.
Shattered beyond repair.
Ten or a thousand pieces,
It doesn't matter when some are lost
For I still have most.
Or when pain begins to be too much,
And I get lost in the dark.
I'll keep fighting,
Believing that there's a way out.
But then physical strength is all that matters,
And if I'm so strong maybe I'd finally admit defeat.