I stare at myself in the mirror, I can't believe its over. For real this time, I'm just waiting for a new text to turn up and say did u think that it was going to be that easy bitches? Or maybe, third times the charm. Or even A had her fun now its my turn -B. I shudder of the thought, but we thought it was over before didn't we, and it just got worse. Without A its hard to comprehend that yes I can have a normal life, but what is that anymore? So much has happened.
I get pulled from my thoughts by someone clearing their throat behind me. I spin around, hand the my chest.
"Jason, you scared me," I say breathlessly.
"Sorry," he said with an understanding smile, "but everyone was starting to worry about you. You shouldn't disappear for so long just after you've been kidnapped.''
I laugh, "I guess I needed a moment alone."
"I understand." I raise an eyebrow, " Well I don't understand understand, but I get it. Do you want to talk? Because you know I'm always here." he takes a step forward, and the way he's looking at me , I'm bombarded with the memory of that kiss. "I'm not sure if I can, its been a secret so long, its weird to talk about with anyone else. " I whisper, "besides I think I should go back downstairs now."
I go to step around him and he grabs my wrist, "Aria wait, I…"
I feel like I cant get enough air in my lunges, which is stupid because I thought I got over the butterflies I felt when I was near him and I have only had a few dreams since the first one and I've been with Ezra and whatever I have started with Andrew, I cant enter another guy into the mix I have too much to deal with as is.
"Let me go Jason," I plead.
He sighs and as soon as he lets go I'm out the door and running down the stairs of the Di'laurentis house, I stop outside the lounge room to catch my breath.
It was complicated enough the last time when I only knew he was Ali's brother, but I know that he's also Spencers bother too, even considering going back upstairs is way against girl code.
Especially with my parents in the house, and Ezra. Oh god I definitely shouldn't be feeling this way just after breaking up with him.
I get pulled from my thoughts by someone clearing their throat behind me. I spin around, hand the my chest.
"Jason, you scared me," I say breathlessly.
"Sorry," he said with an understanding smile, "but everyone was starting to worry about you. You shouldn't disappear for so long just after you've been kidnapped.''
I laugh, "I guess I needed a moment alone."
"I understand." I raise an eyebrow, " Well I don't understand understand, but I get it. Do you want to talk? Because you know I'm always here." he takes a step forward, and the way he's looking at me , I'm bombarded with the memory of that kiss. "I'm not sure if I can, its been a secret so long, its weird to talk about with anyone else. " I whisper, "besides I think I should go back downstairs now."
I go to step around him and he grabs my wrist, "Aria wait, I…"
I feel like I cant get enough air in my lunges, which is stupid because I thought I got over the butterflies I felt when I was near him and I have only had a few dreams since the first one and I've been with Ezra and whatever I have started with Andrew, I cant enter another guy into the mix I have too much to deal with as is.
"Let me go Jason," I plead.
He sighs and as soon as he lets go I'm out the door and running down the stairs of the Di'laurentis house, I stop outside the lounge room to catch my breath.
It was complicated enough the last time when I only knew he was Ali's brother, but I know that he's also Spencers bother too, even considering going back upstairs is way against girl code.
Especially with my parents in the house, and Ezra. Oh god I definitely shouldn't be feeling this way just after breaking up with him.