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What is this? It can't be love. It was absolutely NOT love. At least that's what I'm trying to convince myself. I couldn't be in love with Emmett. I just got over his brother dumping me, how could I possibly be in love with Emmett? This is so confusing! I plopped back onto my bed lost in thought. Edward Cullen had left me. I was torn nothing, worthless, dead with a pulse. He was my everything and he left me. He said that I wasn't good for him. I had lost my myself and only recently found me again. I was a wreck but I managed, I still had my family. Even though Edward had left me, the Cullen's refused his request to leave me, they knew that I would not be able to bare it if my boyfriend and my family left, and for that I would be forever grateful. I don't know what I would do without the support of Alice, who had always been my very best girlfriend. Jasper, who without Edward's hateful glares and over protective possessiveness had become the big brother I never had, he had a side of him that I never knew, and I wouldn't give up getting to know him for anything. Esme and Carlisle who had sympathized and cared for me, the parents I never had, the ones I didn't have to take care of, the one's who take care of me. Rosalie, was the only expectation to the lovingness of my family. She was still the arrogant hateful barbie doll who now blames me for her and Emmett's divorce. She claims that the only reason for her and Emmett falling out of love was because of me. Of course Emmett stopped her in her tracks while in pursuit of blaming me, after which she left to go find Edward. Emmett. The subject in question. When Rosalie left, we found ourselves putting each other back together. He had told me everything seeing as we had kind of became best friends. He had told me that he was growing unhappy with Rosalie, but that he had still loved her, he had put me together,and I, he. Without these people I don't know what I would have done, how I would have survived. I can't lose them, I can't lose Emmett, he was my everything. Wait, what? Did I just say Emmett Cullen, my best friend was my everything? Oh my gosh. I sighed aloud. I couldn't be in love with him. Breath Bella, think. Edward left me, I was a zombie, he punched the air right out of me. But what would happen if Emmett left me?Emmett leaving. Never seeing him again. Never having a Emmett Bella movie night. Never being snatched into a Emmett style bear hug. Never holding hands. No more Emmett. "Hugh!" I gasped aloud pulling myself up. Just the idea of him being gone made my chest crumble to pieces. I couldn't bare that. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. No Emmett. I'd rather die. Oh gosh...I can't... I can't...there's no way...oh my gosh...I'm in love with Emmett Cullen. . . Knock knock. Came a soft head snapped to my door. "C-come in." I said. I expected Charlie to come in to say goodnight again, but in came my big beautiful teddy bear. Wait did I just call Emmett my big beautiful teddy bear? I should not be getting this excited over that idea. I should not be excited at the idea of him in my room, I should not be excited that he's here at all. That didn't mean that I wasn't.
"Hey bellsy." He beamed making his way in and closing the door behind him. I jumped up as quick as I could without falling and making myself look like a complete fool. I jumped straight into his big giant arms wrapping my legs around his waist.
"Emmett!" I screamed, while he was laughing and spinning me around. He sat me down and I willed myself to push the disappointed feeling away.
"I just couldn't stay away, I missed you too much." He said still beaming. Stop getting happy because he missed you Bella! I scolded myself.
"I missed you too Em." I said while hugging him again. He rubbed my back.
"Did you come in through the front door?" I asked with a yawn, just now remembering that I hadn't let him in through the front door. He chuckled.
"I'm the big bad vampire, do I look like I need to be let in through the front door?"He mocked. I giggled.
"More like the big bad teddy bear." I laughed and he did too.
"Yeah right, and a danger magnet like yourself should not be leaving your front window open, next time it won't be the big bad teddy bear. I can't loose you Bells, be more safe." He scolded while he tucked me under the covers and slid in. I'll never leave you Emmett, just please don't leave me.' Instead of telling him that, I nodded, you could never go wrong with a nod. I snuggled into his side and drifted off and let sleep overtake me.
"Good night Emmy." I whispered. He kissed my hair which sent a wave of clam over me while the blackness continued to creep. Just as the fighting of the blackness became too much, I could have sworn I head him whisper.
"Good night my Bella, I love yo-"
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