Chapter 1

Ten years of excessive training and 9 years of marriage, Lelouch married Gino. The only way I agreed to this was if Lelouch promised to never sleep with him, to only sleep with me. They trained me and returned me to my 'normal' life with my 'Parents'. I did missions for them. No, I did missions for Lelouch because if he ever walks away, I will follow at his feet.

University had flown by for Lelouch and I, we even attended the same one. It was 5 years of bribing professors and doing missions for me and 5 years of education for Lelouch through. I barely remember graduation because it felt like I wasn't even there. Dad is no more prime minister but he is king.

Japan had changed even more by being corrupted by Britannia. King was a political figure and the power was in the prime minister to make decisions, the king's position chosen at 'Random'. Shirley's father was now prime minister, another Britannia puppet doing Charles will. I didn't understand the war, or what Lelouch was fighting for but I was in love and cursed to forever chase Lelouch's tail.

Love was the curse that keeps me hooked here, that will never let me betray them. The change in Japan caused a lot of people to join the resistance against Britannia influence.

Japan was now split, 1/3 of it for the resistance and 2/3 blindly following the rules dictated. The country is in a state of emergency and soldiers fill the roads and are determined to 'protect' the country from over throwing my 'father'. He was not even my real father, and I am not even fully Japanese.

3rd person POV

Heavy foots steps clanged against the metal floor, the base had been changed so many times and constantly lives were lost. Suzaku had gotten older, his hair was the same length but he was taller, he had more muscle and was trained to be Zero's personal guard. He wore combat boots and the official black knight's wear. With several medals of honour.

His eyes had hardened from the betrayals he had faced, his body scared from missions but he had one saving grace. He had Zero, there were two Zeros, Lelouch and CC. He paused at the door and knocked, the door opened. Lelouch stood there wearing a long sleeved green v-neck shirt and black pants. Suzaku shut the door behind him and pounced, he rose Lelouch up in his arms. He just returned from a mission and he missed Lelouch.

The feared man that struck fear in soldiers, Zero's Lancelot was a mere lap dog to Lelouch. Doing anything and everything Lelouch asked of him without question or will.

"Put me down you reprobate" Lelouch said coldly but the redness of his cheeks was not hidden, he would never admit it but he liked Suzaku, no he loved. He loved being held in strong arms and being kissed. He loved the pure and unfaltering love he received every time he turned to his chocolate haired solider.

Lelouch had aged well his hair longer and stopping mid back he was slightly taller and thin, he looked so much like a flat-chested woman much to his disappointment.

With a spin Suzaku set Lelouch down to the ground. Lelouch reached up to push Suzaku's hair behind his ear, he rose on his toes to kiss him on the lips. Just as the world faded away for a moment for the two lovers, it was over. They pulled apart for air.

Lelouch was bearing a heavy weight inside, a truth that killed him as he fell deeper and deeper in love with Suzaku.

"What's wrong?" Suzaku asked, Lelouch shook his head and laughed.

"Can't I kiss you anymore?" Lelouch smiled sadly, the truth was Suzaku's death was drawing closer by the day. It hurt him to say he actually cared.

"I guess so, I got you something" Suzaku pulled out a necklace from his pocket, silver and beautiful attached to a heart locket. Lelouch had fallen 2 years after getting to re-know the man. CC wasn't all on board but she said as long as he followed the plan, he was free. "Now I will always be with you"

Lelouch turned around and lifted his hair so Suzaku could put the necklace on him. He bit his lip as he stared at it. He opened the locket, one half had Suzaku's picture and the other, Lelouch's.

He had Suzaku create a ghost company so his disappearances were for 'business meetings'. No one would be the wiser as long as Suzaku didn't disappear for too long.

Lelouch was a 'house wife' to Gino. The man spent most of his time travelling the world and could care less where his 'wife' was. Lelouch didn't care in fact he was grateful for the absence.

"Go put on the dress" Suzaku whispered. 'The dress' was a wedding gown Lelouch had said he'd wear when he could finally leave Gino. In actuality Lelouch planned to be buried in it next to Suzaku's grave. His last name reading Kururugi on the tombstone and not Gino's last name.

Lelouch nodded as he walked over to the walk-in closet and stripped off his clothes and slipped into the long white dress, he parted his hair by the side so a bang fell over his right eye and he put on pink lip gloss before stepping out. Suzaku was seated on the bed, he smiled as he stared longingly at Lelouch.

Lelouch took slow steps in the white heeled shoes and paused before Suzaku, he dropped to his knees to un-do Suzaku's pants. "Wait, what colour is your underwear" Suzaku asked. Lelouch frowned. Yes, Suzaku still had a fetish for Lelouch's underwear, he didn't out grow it. He had to start keeping his personals in a safe so Suzaku couldn't take them.

Groaning he stood up and lifted his dress so Suzaku could see.

"Are you happy?" Lelouch asked.

"Can I have them?" Suzaku asked.

"No you can't! Why do you want to sniff them anyway?" Lelouch dropped the dress. Suzaku pouted before taking out his erection. Lelouch never fucked in the white dress it was strictly blowjobs.

"Take care of it yourself!" Lelouch moved out of the way but tripped as he was trying to storm off. Suzaku smirked.

"I knew you'd fall for me"

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CC pushed the knife into Clovis's throat, first to die by the black knights. It was nothing personal but the whole royal family had to disappear if true peace would reign.

She looked at her watch and sighed, Suzaku would be back now, she hadn't aged but finding people to harvest organs from was stressful.

Sighing she backed away from the bed to the window, jumping out of the castle window and free falling to her death, she pulled on a loose string and a parachute was let out.

Minutes after she landed on the ground the alarm was sounded, the castle was going into lock down because a prince of Britannia was dead. She ran to the getaway car, Jeremiah growled as she entered into the passenger's seat. He preferred her dead to alive.

"I was hoping you would die so I would give Lelouch the good news." he snapped, she could see the worry in his eyes. Eyes always betrayed people. Before she killed Clovis he had spotted her and was about to scream for help but as soon as she said Lelouch needed him dead he fell silent and accepted his fate. His eyes showed bravery. She admired him for that, He loved his brother more than his own life.

"Trust me I have a voodoo doll of you with pins stuck to it and its penis chopped off, besides shouldn't you hate Suzaku he is the one giving Lelouch the 'business' while I am just a humble friend." She said, Jeremiah's hands tightened on the steering wheel at the thought of Lelouch having sex. He wanted to kill Suzaku so badly.

"I am hoping he dies a miserable death. I pray every night that he doesn't return, defiling Lelouch's body. It makes me sick" Jeremiah snapped, his eyes narrowing on the road.

"I can see you doing that. As we speak Lelouch is being rammed from behind by loverboy" CC smirked as she saw the man reach down for his phone.

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"Suzaku stop. Ah~" Suzaku growled as he paused, he was in Lelouch now doing it doggie style and the Lelouch's phone rings and he has the audacity to tell Suzaku to stop. "Hello, Jeremiah. No I am not having sex with Suzaku, we are friends. I am not lying!" Suzaku rolls his green eyes moving again. "God!" Lelouch moaned into the phone. "This… ice cream tastes nice?"

Suzaku kissed Lelouch's back as he spoke on the phone. He wanted to move again, badly.

Lelouch dropped the phone and shifted slightly letting Suzaku know he could move, Suzaku didn't move. " You asshole!"

"You have tell him we are dating soon" Suzaku said as he reached around to fondle Lelouch's dick.

"Feel free to tell the weapons and guns expert that you are fucking his kid" Lelouch growled. "Now fuck me or I'll do it myself"

Suzaku pulled out smiling "Please by all means, fuck yourself"

"Dammit!"

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Charles inspected the body of yet another spy he had sent, he hadn't planned to have the body recovered but he couldn't let the Japanese know he had secret armies in their land just yet.

Lelouch truly was a good player in this chess game called life but the white king always won.

Tbc