Chapter Warning: lemon & language.
Chapter Pairing: Kouga x Kagome
/./__ Sanity's for the Saints__\.\
\.\________Mate Me_______/./
Air, air, air…? Burned through my lungs with each gasp of a breath I took in—should it hurt so? Should it feel as if I'm on fire with each of his tender touches? Why was this all that could make that voice go away? Why did my moans, my constant inedible noise, happen to be all that made me feel as if I was still in one piece, still sane, still not lost to the whole fucked up world? "Kouga," I think, right? It was him that was above me, staring down so intently as his wild, crazed, gaze locked onto me with each rock of our untied bodies. "Kagome," he so often grunted back along with other lovely series of rubbish that I don't even care to remember. I just felt… bliss, bliss take over the bleak bullshit that consumed me now.
How'd this happen to me?
Arched up, my glimmering, soaking, skin touching him all the more as his useless lips moved to encompass mine. To muffle my moans, to stifle my breath. Fuck it. I don't care. I couldn't breathe—but when was the last time I really could? HeHeHeHeHe was gone. Gone. Gone? Really? For good? What? No, right? Then his fangs graced my neck to bring me back to the moment as his hand groped up my body. Right, keep me in this moment; don't let my marred mind wonder too far. Fuck, it felt good. Should it feel this cold? Should I allow it?
Why did it matter to me?
I screamed, letting out all that was pent up in me as he plunged deeper, causing that knot of tension that had been rising in me to almost topple over the edge but not yet—NoNoNoNo not yet. Yet was too soon, too fleeting, don't let me go. Don't leave me. Don't make me me again. Let me be another, for just a while, just a short while…
Who's 'me'?
"You want this, right, Kagome?" he groaned as he tightened his clawed grip on my rear to pull me closer so he could go ever deeper, so he could hit that spot that made my mind explode, that if he hit just one more time just a bit harder I'd be lost for a while. Thank gods, please let me be lost from my mangled mind. I don't like it. I don't want to deal with it. "Yes!" I cried out as he slowed down, fuck him, serious? WhyWhyWhyWhy? "You're my mate then," he groaned, I could feel he was about to lose it, that he couldn't take the teasing, "right?" I don't know, do I want that? Does Kagome want that? Does Kagome get want she wants in this world? Oh well, I just wanted the release, just give me that! "Yes!" I shrieked as he finally did just that to send me over from insanity—insanity, was that me?—to this wondrous place of nothing but complete and utter mind fucking bliss that kept all my demons at bay.
Then I had to come down… the cave walls had to start crawling about, the ceiling had to pretend to try and reach out at me, the darkness had to come.
A/N: Wondering why she's gone mad? It'll show up later, I promise. If you have any Kagome centered pairing (no matter how non-canon or crazy it may be) that you'd like to see tell me about it in a review and I might just write it.
Oh, and this is just something I'll write if I haven't any idea for my other stories. So this one is just for fun, probably not something that'll be updated regularly but who knows?
